01-27-2018, 02:17 PM
You're in a good place then. You're not subconsciously self harming. Learn to sense your energy body, and then stay true to yourself, and you'll get past it in no time. Mental illnesses act more like a wave or a line through a 3d fractal than anything that we'd consciously recognize, so don't worry if the wave moves back and forth a while longer.