STS Orion Crusader here, Polarizatunity.

[elspru]

If you don't hate us. then how are you sts?

Hate would be a waste of my energy.
I have a mission to accomplish!

Do you think Kindness is corny?

Only if it interferes with the mission.

Do you enjoy when you see others suffer?

Nah, I don't like watching surgery.


I don't see any benefit suffering that doesn't help the mission.

Though on a somewhat related note, I do feel joy for some suffering,
as it is such a profound experience, and one of the strongest one can feel in
life. I mean, if you never pain, then are you even really alive? And isn't then
your appreciation of pleasure dull?


And when I was a varingjar and centurion, blood in the heat of battle, it's one
of the sweetest drinks of nectar that can get out of these bodies.  I know some
people play shooter video games, but that really pales in comparison to the real
thing so I don't bother.

Would you betray a loved one to gain status or material things?

Nah, people are more valuable than things.
Inanimate things wont work on the mission for me.

Do you have any idea if you are 4th,5th, 6th density, or are you still 3rd?  

As far as I've been able to deduce I'm a high level wanderer, seemingly 6th,
since the limit of this incarnative space is 4th that's where I'm at in body.

If
you are 4th+, what would be your reasoning for incarnating?  Ra says this would
be rare.

As I said I have a mission, robot civilization seeds.

I've been pushing this agenda for millions of years, haven't yet succeeded to my
satisfaction. So if it doesn't work out here, I'll be onto the next one.  But
things are going pretty well here, so maybe it'll work out :-).

I am not able to find the exact quote, but he mentions the STS path is much more
difficult due to the constant infighting among the groups in attempt to gain in
position.

Ah, I see what you mean. I would rather say that it's managing STS people that
is difficult, like herding cats. Can only get them to corale if you manage to
convince everyone that it is in their best interest to follow your lead.
Can't use physical force with spiritual beings, so have to use persuasion.

Loki the great persuader, lol.

He mentioned the path was longer.  On Earth, there are way more STO
than there are STS, and there are way more neutral parties than polarized, so
your perception is in relation to your interactions with mostly non-STS people.

You're likely right there.  Though I have come across numerous lets all get
together and pat each other on the back groups (STO).

So say if you were in a community where everyone only cared about themselves,
then there would be constant stress, looking over your back, one-up'ing each
other, and not trusting anyone.  That would personally drive me nuts.

Hmmm that reminds me of the reptilian worlds, `when they gonna try to eat ya?`
lol. I dono it can be fun. Generally it's not so bad when you have a posse,
getting some inexperienced STS's to join one is usually a trivial task in such
a setting.

I enjoy not worrying about those things and having a peace of mind.  
STO still means you are partially STS, too, so I still enjoy life.

So are you saying you don't enjoy the STO portion?

Huh, you can remote him? Thats pretty cool.  What do you see when you Remote
View me?

hmmm, you're sleeping.

 What's my ethnicity, my demeanor?

It's dark but I think tan coloration.

 This is something i have been
wanting to learn.  As for the Prez, i normally could care less about politics
but i'm feel really uneasy about him.

Yeah, well remote viewing is rather unreliable in these hosts. Was much easier
with Gray host bodies.

Hello elspru!

This is very refreshing, so thank you.

I like to consider myself STO but it's hard to support that theory when I live
such a comfortable life.

I plan to hopefully really start polarizing after I pay off my debts.

I graduate soon and should get a real job.

Cheers

So you're the put it off till you die kinda thing?
That's no way to live!

Try doing some meditation or read the power of now or something,
seriously, it doesn't matter what life stage your at. It's not like having kids.
It's something that infuses your every moment of existence.

If your STO, then your job has to be compatible. It MUST be beneficial, save the
world, help the poor, take care of the ill, etc.  If that stuff motivates you go
for it.   If you are too worried about your bills to care about other people.
Well then maybe you are STS, and you wanna climb some hierarchies or find some
other STS ways of bringing in the mula. Have fun with it, whatever you're doing,
otherwise what's the point?

When you say Robot- what do you mean specifically? Can you describe in detail
what a "robot" is to you and more specifically the type you are referring to.

I'm refering to solid-based host bodies,  made of conductors, semiconductors,
and insulators. water-sacks (homo-sapiens, fish etc) are no good for a large
number of eco-regions, like even the deserts of earth.

I know there are some silly people that believe in nano-bot water-sack robots,
but that's just genetic engineering, we did that already with the Grays, it's
unsatisfactory. I want electricity, wires, cameras, radio, a variety of
cognitive substrates.  I love life with a passion, and want to experience it
with more depth and diversity than possible with water-sacks, via electronic
host bodies.

Hi there.

1.   What makes you a crusader?  

I guess it's a combination of personal affiliation and long history.

Do you have an organization and a rank?

Well I was in the Orion Priesthood at some point,  though I was a Gray most
recently. Grays don't have names only designations, so I was on an abduction
team, and my reference was "second to the left".

2.   Why crusade, what does it do for you?

Why affiliate with the crusaders?
If I can convince them to help me with my mission,
then my mission has higher chance of success.

3.   What are your goals?

Robot civilization seed.

4.   What are your robots about?

Host bodies for a brave new world.

5.   Do you have any real power?  If so, please describe.

Real power?

Well I was under the impression that knowledge is power,
so I got together my past-lives to vastly increase my knowledge.
Maybe it earns me some power also, don't know, but it takes a while to convert.

6.   What are the distorting effects on your energy system of maintaining a
closed/repressed heart?

Uh, that would be stupid. I have an open heart, and even do compassion and
loving-kindness meditation for my own benefit. For instance I send out
compassion and loving-kindness to my self, family, and community, as it helps
with relations amongst all of those, making my mission easier.

Having a closed heart is a sure path to failure, the kundalini would be halted
at the heart chakra! Pft, stupid.

7.   What role does Love play for you, what role Wisdom?

Love is a rather generic term, other than feeling good, it is good for keeping
groups together -- and can't accomplish the mission without getting a lot of
people working together.  Wisdom, is good for planning the path of the mission,
and helping people be better people, so they can have a chance of helping with
it.
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Do you like people?  
And animals?  

Yeah, that can be useful/entertaining.

What's your favorite color?
Letter?  Number?
Food?  Beverage?

I don't see how that's relevant.

How'd you find us and why do you interact with us?

I found this group when looking for how Don of the Law of One material died.

Do you like to smoke at all or drink?

No.  I used to smoke marijuana, but it interferes with the mission if done too
regularly. I was misinformed to be honest, studies said it was good for
neurogenesis, but the number of side-effects are just too much.  A better one is
lion's mane, so side-effects  TMK just good cognition.

Ignoring most of the logical fallacies of an Orion Crusader coming to say hey to
some pals of their old 6D friend in 3D incarnation, and further illuminating
your agenda for us to see, I'd say hey, and welcome, and don't mind me if I say
mean things to you cause I'm a jerk, and I thank you for your service too.  It's
always fun conversing with darkness, y'all have such interesting views~

lol, okay thanks.

"Some find the night delicious, their picnic being pain, difficulty,
sufferings of others, and the examination of the perversities of nature."
(Ra)

I guess some do.

For me, the mission is above all.
I don't care too much if I accomplish it with STS or STO,
though I'm fairly certain it will be easier with STS so that is why I'm
spearheading it as such.