(01-18-2018, 05:19 PM)Coordinate_Apotheosis Wrote: Thank you for your suggestions and advice, while I find this is good and helpful, I regret to say I am uncertain as to if some of these emotions should be accepted, I have often cited my own murder fantasies, many of which are more unpleasant than anything else. I accepted them as a suppressed mind lashing out at the perceived monstrous behavior of others. You might imagine how that reflects on me. For me, shining light on those dark images doesn't really do much but make them even more vivid. I've found I've had to come to some uncertain understanding as to their existence for a positive and good reason, as otherwise it'd throw me for a loop in trusting the good intentions of any unknown force on my life such as Creator or Guides or even Spirits. It says something in my mind of those who can accept such horrible images, it scares me.
CA, you are made up of 3 things: 1) the Creator's consciousness, 2) thought-forms that are congruent with Love, 3) thought-forms that are incongruent with love, such as the "dark images" you've described.
Love has the power of transforming anything that is incongruent with itself. Love applied to any thought-form will heal and harmonize it.
You are correct that shining love on a dark thought will, initially, make it more vivid. But as you continue, it will begin to transform and heal.
It is only because we do not know this fact that we are afraid of our "dark side." Once you know that any dark part of self is only waiting for you to heal it by shining Love on it - and that's all it takes - there is no longer any fear, self-blame, or judgment. It becomes a simple game of whack-a-mole: notice it - heal it - done.
Stop running away from it and give it a shot. It's all mental noise. It says nothing about you, other than that you're human like everyone else. It can't do a thing to you except frighten you - and even that only if you choose to be frightened by it.
Inside us, nothing that is not love-based can stand up to the power of love.
Good luck!