I need help.... again!

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I don't know why but I'm struck with a wave of depression and the first thing I felt I should do was check this thread...

I'm worried about you I guess...  I wonder about your mother, if she's doing good, and about you...  I'm just...  I'm an abused mentally ill, but that's different from you in that I don't manifest any kind of severe changes in personality (beyond suicidal desires and extreme anxiety irritability or severe depression) and all of such changes are manageable to some degree.

But for you, you literally can't manage it in the sense of how I do, it's like asking you to fight yourself...  To try to just stay in control.

I want you to know that even though I don't understand your particular catalyst, I have faith that you've ended up experiencing these things for some good reason in the long run...

So, please try whatever you must to be safe and well.  I'll be hoping the best for you, Cainite.  Please be careful in this crazy world...