01-16-2018, 03:38 AM
Trying to sense what might going on, it feels like you're being pulled into a downward journey and, because it's not your idea, you're fighting it all the way. Therefore, the lines of force are askew and frayed. To the extent you can relax anxiety about control, this will give you some room to breathe. (Easy for me to say, I know.)
The sense of a downward journey may be a re-echo of your first parting with your mother at birth. You might try to soothe yourself as you would a baby about to leave the womb again and re-enter the world. Both you and your mother could help by trusting the flow.
I happen to be holding a hunk of Himalayan blue topaz. I'm sending you some of that energy and I hope it helps you accept some glacial expansiveness.
The sense of a downward journey may be a re-echo of your first parting with your mother at birth. You might try to soothe yourself as you would a baby about to leave the womb again and re-enter the world. Both you and your mother could help by trusting the flow.
I happen to be holding a hunk of Himalayan blue topaz. I'm sending you some of that energy and I hope it helps you accept some glacial expansiveness.