I think I just made my first contact with my guides? Or maybe I'm crazy...

[Quan]

I had just finished meditating for 30 minutes in my room with the lights off and a candle lit. Towards the end with my eyes closed I could kind of see the candle light start to flicker like crazy and I instantly had a feeling that something was trying to get my attention. *Keep in mind the candle light had been still during the entire meditation.

So out of nowhere once the flickering stopped I just asked "guides, if you're here, make the candle light flicker again." Sure enough a few seconds later the flame starts to make sporadic movements almost to the point of the candle blowing itself out..at this point I'm freaking out. Is this weird or what?

I continued to ask questions like if they will be with me when I go to work tonight and when I go back to school in two days... kept getting those flashy flickers seconds after asking the questions. Made me smile a little bit lol.

I have this bad problem of being unknown to my feelings and doubts about myself and everything around me...so I kept thinking what if this isn't real? I have a feeling it was, but it just seems like an odd time to try and contact me, interrupting me during a meditation? And this hadn't happened before like last time I meditated with the same candle...

i gotta love your Post subject"I think I just made my first contact with my guides? Or maybe I'm crazy...""
In this dense illusion being crazy is part of the parcel