01-12-2018, 06:58 PM
Cool. Thanks for sharing, 777.
Can you also share what happened to you? When did things go wrong in your life that is. My wife was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia when she was 16. We started dating shortly after her 15th birthday. She will be 35 this year.
I can relate to wanting out too. As early as 12 years old I wanted to time how long I could hold my breath under water while taking a bath. I slowly released all the air from my lungs and just at the moment when I had expelled all the air, a deep sense of peace arose within me at the thought of staying there. My red ray kicked back in and I thrust myself out of the water. That memory has always stuck with me because it taught me that I can experience peace without actually dying. There is a great deal of love in time/space, that I am quite certain of. But enough of my story, when did yours begin?
Can you also share what happened to you? When did things go wrong in your life that is. My wife was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia when she was 16. We started dating shortly after her 15th birthday. She will be 35 this year.
I can relate to wanting out too. As early as 12 years old I wanted to time how long I could hold my breath under water while taking a bath. I slowly released all the air from my lungs and just at the moment when I had expelled all the air, a deep sense of peace arose within me at the thought of staying there. My red ray kicked back in and I thrust myself out of the water. That memory has always stuck with me because it taught me that I can experience peace without actually dying. There is a great deal of love in time/space, that I am quite certain of. But enough of my story, when did yours begin?
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