Contact with Intelligent Infinity

[Ra1111]

For me it started with an emotionally devastating moment, I felt I had reached rock bottom and lost the greatest love I had ever known. Rather than spiral down into suicide (I explored that possibility a bit) I spiraled up so high. What I learned was that it’s easy to stay in that never ending joyous state of mind by carefully evaluating each thought and then coming to the conclusion that you love that thought. Every thought, good or bad, every moment , every interaction with others l, every single waking thing you can imagine , you have to love it. Maintain that for some time and suddenly there’s another entity there with you.

I couldn’t go further than this but ever since that experience I have been yearning for it again ...