Not sure if this helps, but peace is found at the center of yourself and so maybe you feel you build things up for them to fall because you try to find peace outside where it needs to be rooted.
I think bipolar is somewhat a misconception, it is a natural aspect of the emotional body to be able to feel the two sides of the emotional spectrum. Charges build up because there is a clinging to feel and perceive things in non-acceptance which encloses energy into a harmful self-destructing pattern.
If you want to untangle your emotional body into not building up these charges anymore, then it's about lower chakra work to enable a free emotional flow. Although you may find yourself as apart from others you really are the very same, just your own complex set of nodes to untangle and wounds to heal.
I wish you luck, if you were unable to heal then none would ever heal.
I think bipolar is somewhat a misconception, it is a natural aspect of the emotional body to be able to feel the two sides of the emotional spectrum. Charges build up because there is a clinging to feel and perceive things in non-acceptance which encloses energy into a harmful self-destructing pattern.
If you want to untangle your emotional body into not building up these charges anymore, then it's about lower chakra work to enable a free emotional flow. Although you may find yourself as apart from others you really are the very same, just your own complex set of nodes to untangle and wounds to heal.
I wish you luck, if you were unable to heal then none would ever heal.
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