Did Ra address the reason for our existence?

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

But honestly as I said, I'm insane, or at least unorthodox.  I strongly recommend you ignore me if my answer doesn't do you any help.  In fact, I ask you to ignore me if that's the case.

Coordinate Apotheosis, I found the LOO and continue my research here on this forum.  It didn't take long to find you to discover that you tend to be abrasive and rude.  I thought about blocking you completely because of my initial reaction, but felt that maybe I was being a little too hasty, so I decided not to decide.

I'm glad I haven't reacted to your natural state of insanity, in which I find much to entertain and enjoy.  Actually, I feel a lot of kinship in much of what you say.  I don't always agree with what you espouse but I always find it enlightening.  In most cases, you force me to rethink my opinion and possibly my position.  I may not change my opinion but I look forward to your participation.

I have enjoyed you in most discussions and I believe that we would be good friends, given half a chance and I'm glad to have met you here.  Be well and be blessed!

I greet you in love and light of the one infinite Creator!

I'm...  kind of disturbed but glad you've found joy in my posts.  I have not found joy in those posts, in fact I've found extreme guilt, grief, irresponsibility, and sorrow in the realization of being a slave to my bad parts...

I often use my nonfilter on here to make up for my lack of mirrors in real life, I'm just a lonely jerk who lashes out.

And I don't really know what to do about it anymore having seen how bad I've become. .  How easily I take offense, and how stupid I am and can be.  I cry about it a lot.

I hate it, how I get sucked so easily into the emotions of anger and lose myself to them.

Jade, SMC, Monica, Anagogy, Dante, and possibly others, blatzaddict, and maybe more have all been subjected to my terror.  And there's no way to take those things back. With the exception of Dante unless he starts being nicer, I regret all of it and find no words can do that sorrow any good.

You don't want to be my friend, you'll only get hurt.

But thank you for the good wishes, I hope to one day never again be these horrible ways...

No one here for the most part deserves that. I am rude and abrasive, I'm monstrous and the worst part is I don't want to be.

I never thought that seeking creator or the point to this all would end up bringing me to these feelings, to this me.

It's weird how it all goes. It scares me in all honesty.