Did Ra address the reason for our existence?

[Minyatur]

I've been thinking a lot about not simply the fact that infinity realized awareness but that those of Ra describes another step "prior to" Creation: awareness achieving focus.  This, I believe, is precisely the basis for a concept of separation in a unified all, because what is "focus" but a separation between a subject you're distinguishing from the unfocused background?  

I've found Don's quoestion on this:

13.12 Questioner: Could you tell me how intelligent infinity became, shall we say (I’m having difficulty with some of the language), how intelligent infinity became individualized from itself?

Ra: I am Ra. This is an appropriate question.

The intelligent infinity discerned a concept. This concept was discerned due to freedom of will of awareness. This concept was finity. This was the first and primal paradox or distortion of the Law of One. Thus the one intelligent infinity invested itself in an exploration of many-ness. Due to the infinite possibilities of intelligent infinity there is no ending to many-ness. The exploration, thus, is free to continue infinitely in an eternal present.

I don't know if finity is really something separated from infinity. Infinity is not a number but all numbers are part of infinity. I imagine the exploration of concept of finity as an endless counting to infinity.

I think the entire notion of dualizing presence and absence is paradoxical, all things always exist in both states of their potential to be and not be. Finite awareness is a play of states of perception and non-perception (my eyes seeing as my eyes, today being seen as without its effect of tomorrow, etc); infinite awareness is a state of absolute-perception and unpotentiated free will is one of absolute-non-perception.

The best way I could term this insight is that even a state of pure void is full in absence and even a state of infinity is empty in presence (although eternal, just a moment nowhen and nowhere outside illusionary references that are inter-relative ideas right?). The Source is like neither awareness or non-awareness, they are a dualistic potential of it with their own sub-potentials. The void is timelessly timeful and the plenum is timefully timeless, and so both are inter-dependant with no predominance over the other.