This document was started, in my mind, being unwritten, years ago. My first memory of a philosophical belief system began to form in 1975 when I was 19 years old, stationed in San Diego California, as part of the US Navy. I was seeking the truth because I knew that the truth foisted upon us, as a society, is false and negative, and I could no longer accept the precepts of the Church or organized religion as real. I knew that there was more to the truth than we are told or that was readily available. At this point, I became a Seeker.
After the military service, I received what I now know to be a telepathic message of awakening in the statement, “As you dream, so shall you become.” I could not, to this day, explain how or where this “message” had come from, or why. Nevertheless, it became the basis for my future study. I found and began to absorb other books and concepts.
However, my lessons slowed to almost nothing during the middle time of my life. I almost went to back to sleep while becoming completely enmeshed in living according to the world parameters; what became known to me as running in the “rat race.” I was achieving all of my goals and gathering “stuff” that should have constituted success but was even feeling less happy and more disconnected with the passing of each day. My life fell apart as I divorced my first wife and I was shocked into my second awakening and subsequent return to my search for the Truth. This was my real awakening and the search began in earnest: I became a Wanderer.
In April of 2017, I was compelled to begin the documentation of my findings as well as my queries. I began using the components of an electronic document that I found online while searching for answers. What follows are the elements of that document in outline form, beginning with general questions and expanding into precepts and theories that have become the focus of my search.
After the military service, I received what I now know to be a telepathic message of awakening in the statement, “As you dream, so shall you become.” I could not, to this day, explain how or where this “message” had come from, or why. Nevertheless, it became the basis for my future study. I found and began to absorb other books and concepts.
However, my lessons slowed to almost nothing during the middle time of my life. I almost went to back to sleep while becoming completely enmeshed in living according to the world parameters; what became known to me as running in the “rat race.” I was achieving all of my goals and gathering “stuff” that should have constituted success but was even feeling less happy and more disconnected with the passing of each day. My life fell apart as I divorced my first wife and I was shocked into my second awakening and subsequent return to my search for the Truth. This was my real awakening and the search began in earnest: I became a Wanderer.
In April of 2017, I was compelled to begin the documentation of my findings as well as my queries. I began using the components of an electronic document that I found online while searching for answers. What follows are the elements of that document in outline form, beginning with general questions and expanding into precepts and theories that have become the focus of my search.