I don't want to be awake.

[CurtisUSA]

I to have dealt with traumatic times in this incarnation, my pain was always internal dealing with energies and vibrations, not ever physical pain or not being able to feed myself or that type of thing. When I found out about the concept of wanderers my life got better because I know longer felt like I was doing something wrong because I wanted to remove myself as much as possible from so called normal life. I worked on myself and my vibration almost exclusively and I had great healing and finally experienced regular joy in this life. I dont know if my situation applies to what your going thru but thought Id share.