12-28-2017, 12:45 PM
(12-28-2017, 11:48 AM)Bring4th_Jade Wrote: I have had some pretty terrible things said to me in passing on these forum throughout the years, I'd say more than the average poster or moderator even. Someday, I hope to be so foolish as to not have these walls, but I have never claimed to be anywhere near the end of my journey, just at some point along the path. As you mentioned, it takes a lot of time! What I do know is that I have spent a lot of this thing called time contemplating the archetypes, and meditating upon them, because it was my understanding that it was the most difficult to understand piece of the Ra material, so I wanted to learn so that I could teach. I guess it is a little hard to hear that my efforts are not welcome here, and I took that probably a bit more personally and harshly than I should have, which likely closed my heart chakra a bit. I fully admit that. So, what other personal failings do I have to admit before we can get on with the conversation at hand?
Your efforts certainly ARE welcome here (though I know your statement was in response to a particular instance).
We are not responsible for the reactions of others. Your kindness and caring are most evident, Jade, as well as your intelligence and knowledge of the LOO material. I understand the hurt. I always think I'm so detached, and for the most part I am, and then some unexpected barb will make me close up like an injured flower. The good thing is it's temporary, since the bigger picture inserts itself and such drama looses significance.