I found it. The esoteric truths.

[DungBeetle]

Thanks.. Although my search is not over, it is "over" in that now I know where to look. Ever since I found this about 2-3 months ago, my life has changed dramatically. The universe talks to me. Not by sound. I feel it. My world and life are changing for the better. I feel amazing.

There are youtube videos of a guy who does speakings about Laurency. He has quite a few videos on the subjects within Hylozoics. Don Baker is the channel.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVCKAAOaazI&t=2s

I hope you and the rest enjoy this stuff. Everything in it is also contained in every other esoteric ancient "Mystery" teaching out there. Maybe worded differently. But Hylozoics/laurency is fit for the western world as far as broken down super easily to understand, No hogwash mystery riddles.