Learning to Love Indifference

[Infinite Unity]

I'm just going through a really rough patch with myself.

I can't seem to comprehend how Indifference and Unconditional Love are any different in action when viewed side by side, especially when dealing with indifference.

I see it as.  In indifference you may sometimes act the same way as if you were providing unconditional love.

Someone attacks, with indifference or love as a response, does one not basically allow ones self to be attacked?
But is it still the fault of the attacked for letting the attacker attack?

Or.  My biggest issue is just plain indifference.  I'm having a hard time loving its infinite ways of letting people do whatever they want to me...

That's just it, when analyzing indifference to Love you may only "see", two very similar seeming thoughts. However the difference is the FEELING/ energy of love. Love is a "force" energy that you feel, literally feel. Its not just a philosophical synopsis explaining action. The action witnessed of Love is a feeling. Real raw powerful energy. You can feel it, when your doing it.

Also love is not being comfortable, but it is as well. In my opinion it is best to accept the 'weight' that Earth life posits. Through struggle you grow. A lot of wanderers came here to put the 'spiritual weights' on. To really work it out. However a large miscalculation by a lot of wanderers, including myself, is the amount of energy it took to get here.

Another point I feel drawn to share of my own opinion. Is that third density in general is a sea of catalysts. So much so that it inundates the entity. In a sense, you can never expect catalyst to drop beneath a certain threshold. As you gain inertia, it becomes 'easier', however that 'weight' is always present. Operating the chakras in this dimension is no small task, and hint from me to you. Is that each chakra has an mental/emotional key. It almost like an compression of energy/thought configuration that 'activates' each. After you progressively find your balance with each chakra. You then focus on all the keys at once in all the chakras. This will then unveil the violet ray key.