11-30-2017, 10:56 PM
Sometimes my stomach hurts so bad it keeps me up pacing back and forth all night.
I am fortunate to never having been bullied. In part of high school I was popular because I filmed the football games for the school.
I've only been punched in the face by a young kid at home at my front door, and slapped by a girl twice.
I've made some bad mistakes in life. I think I've hurt others more than they've hurt me. Even though I've never hit anyone.
When I publish my novel, I'm worried a bit about some people finding my past and digging it up. That's why I let my book go for 13 years without promoting it. I was scared of becoming well known, in case the book takes off. But an opportunity came up with the funds, and I'm going forward so that I won't regret it. And I'm already starting on my 2nd book, which is a lot of philosophy, and is a sequel to the first book.
But in all I can still love others. What I have in anthros is so meaningful to me. I can imagine cuddling with one and get tears in my eyes and get choked up with goosebumps. Just from the though of touch. I've never been that close to any person. It's an excellent feeling, almost as close as I can imagine to being in love. Yes, sometimes fictional characters can make me feel true love.
I am fortunate to never having been bullied. In part of high school I was popular because I filmed the football games for the school.
I've only been punched in the face by a young kid at home at my front door, and slapped by a girl twice.
I've made some bad mistakes in life. I think I've hurt others more than they've hurt me. Even though I've never hit anyone.
When I publish my novel, I'm worried a bit about some people finding my past and digging it up. That's why I let my book go for 13 years without promoting it. I was scared of becoming well known, in case the book takes off. But an opportunity came up with the funds, and I'm going forward so that I won't regret it. And I'm already starting on my 2nd book, which is a lot of philosophy, and is a sequel to the first book.
But in all I can still love others. What I have in anthros is so meaningful to me. I can imagine cuddling with one and get tears in my eyes and get choked up with goosebumps. Just from the though of touch. I've never been that close to any person. It's an excellent feeling, almost as close as I can imagine to being in love. Yes, sometimes fictional characters can make me feel true love.