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[Quan]

    Ra: I am Ra. The term efficiency has misleading connotations. In the context of doing work in the disciplines of the personality, in order to be of more full efficiency in the central acceptance of the self, it is first quite necessary to know the distortions of the self which the entity is accepting. Each thought and action needs must then be scrutinized for the precise foundation of the distortions of any reactions. This process shall lead to the more central task of acceptance. However, the architrave must be in place before the structure is builded.

For me this is to be it simply listening to my self thinking, and accepting completely what is there.Eventuall it morphs to silence and bliss sometimes. 

Yes, for me I find it like second nature to sit with my thoughts and emotions and go further deeper into them to find the root (usually a type of fear). But I don't see how one would do that with the body. I always just thought, I feel the way I feel due to some bio-mechanical cause and effect...

Let body feel whatever it wants..   It just wants to be heard and loved  

Yes, I understand this. Perhaps having an attitude of lovingly serving the body, as oppose to insisting that the body serve you... A real world example of this was me recently quitting caffeine. I thought, if my body is tired, I should just let it be that. Not push it beyond what it is capable, and accept the limitations. Of course caffeine just makes you more fatigued in the long run anyways.

[/b]One truely great blessing for you, that you planned for this life is that you have someone who you share life with that is familar with Law of One also. How do you find this? Does it help a lot or not much difference?  

I think this plan was more out of necessity than anything else. We both had histories of being suicidal/self-destructive. We met a few times throughout our teenage/young-adult years, fate kept bringing us back in contact in serendipitous ways.

When we finally started dating, it took a few months for us to realise that we loved each-other the way that we expected to be loved on a soul level, a way that we never received from anyone else in this life. This slowly allowed us to open our hearts.

I say that this was a necessity because I believe I have always been able to sense spiritual power, but with a closed, cynical and angry heart, you can't see the light, so you get drawn to the darkness, and the dark powers contained there in.

Some people don't need the kind of lifeboat that an entwined relationship can provide, but I believe I did out of my own limitations in being able to survive in this world on my own. So most definitely a blessing, which I am extremely grateful for, to share spiritual evolution with another, but likely my spiritual growth would have been more potent if I was able to find my own way here.

I think this was a me neglecting the empress catalyst of mind card and hence resulting in physical catalyst(wheel of fortune).

This piqued my curiosity. If you get time (which you have devoted already a lot to this thread which I am grateful for) I would love for you to go into what this means for you.

"Yes, for me I find it like second nature to sit with my thoughts and emotions and go further deeper into them to find the root (usually a type of fear). But I don't see how one would do that with the body. I always just thought, I feel the way I feel due to some bio-mechanical cause and effect..."


True I used to as well. I think it was just how spiritual path when time is right different things will come into light to focus on to learn what one must. Its all a mystery isnt it  

"Yes, I understand this. Perhaps having an attitude of lovingly serving the body, as oppose to insisting that the body serve you... A real world example of this was me recently quitting caffeine. I thought, if my body is tired, I should just let it be that. Not push it beyond what it is capable, and accept the limitations. Of course caffeine just makes you more fatigued in the long run anyways. "



Thats a perfect example of transformation of mind card, the choice how you mentaly view something service to self or others.  But maybe not always i eat health but im also still a sucker for sugary deserts

"I think this plan was more out of necessity than anything else. We both had histories of being suicidal/self-destructive. We met a few times throughout our teenage/young-adult years, fate kept bringing us back in contact in serendipitous ways.


When we finally started dating, it took a few months for us to realise that we loved each-other the way that we expected to be loved on a soul level, a way that we never received from anyone else in this life. This slowly allowed us to open our hearts.

I say that this was a necessity because I believe I have always been able to sense spiritual power, but with a closed, cynical and angry heart, you can't see the light, so you get drawn to the darkness, and the dark powers contained there in.

Some people don't need the kind of lifeboat that an entwined relationship can provide, but I believe I did out of my own limitations in being able to survive in this world on my own. So most definitely a blessing, which I am extremely grateful for, to share spiritual evolution with another, but likely my spiritual growth would have been more potent if I was able to find my own way here. "

Amazing how a love one can bring about that meeting each other, yes the darkness can be intoxicating and thats good to explore all aspects to bring balance, its easy though to linger a bit sometimes.    Being with someone helps a lot especially to learn to recieve love not just to give love, recieving love has always been more difficult for me.

"This piqued my curiosity. If you get time (which you have devoted already a lot to this thread which I am grateful for) I would love for you to go into what this means for you."


I meant in this that its talked about in Law of One, catalyst will be on a spiritual level  in archetypes thats faith card. Ive not explored that part of tarot the spiritual cards to the deph of the mind or a bit on body... so not sure how it works so much but i know catalyst of mind will result after catalyst of spirit is not taken up or perhaps specific lesson  . Where im more familar with is catalyst of mind and catalyst of body, sometimes catalyst of mind if missed it could come up in the body as catalyst of body. So   in my case the talk back radio, i had inbalance on spiritual level with orange and yellow ray, over time it happened at first i didnt care just took it as funny but then sometimes things got to me more and more.. Talking to my Dad and maybe infringing on free will rather than just having an interest in what was being said and letting it go I didnt. Hence catalyst of body I got headache sometimes after doing this.  THen i still persisted, the day before I did get frustrated wth something said and even a my dad slightly. Next day BANG hit in the head by metal pole not by my Dad haha but what i said in previous post it fell on me. Randomly it did.   This was further catalyst of body for me to take up the lesson
IM happy it happened, i think it was more full on as I perhaps infringed a bit on my dads free will(i knew i shouldnt at the time but still persisted).
Does that make sense.. basically catalyst comes of mind, if more lesson needed will come in the body..    RA talks about cancer and not dealing with anger as  classix example.

Side not though: sometimes things with body have been pre-programmed as limitations, Carla for instance had this. Also the time frame of this was over months im talking about with the catalyst talk.  

46.16 Questioner: What is the plan for use of the catalyst of cancer?

Ra: I am Ra. The catalyst, and all catalyst, is designed to offer experience. This experience in your density may be loved and accepted or it may be controlled. These are the two paths. When neither path is chosen the catalyst fails in its design and the entity proceeds until catalyst strikes it which causes it to form a bias towards acceptance and love or separation and control. There is no lack of space/time in which this catalyst may work.