Greetings and Well Wishes to All

[Louisabell]

    Ra: I am Ra. The term efficiency has misleading connotations. In the context of doing work in the disciplines of the personality, in order to be of more full efficiency in the central acceptance of the self, it is first quite necessary to know the distortions of the self which the entity is accepting. Each thought and action needs must then be scrutinized for the precise foundation of the distortions of any reactions. This process shall lead to the more central task of acceptance. However, the architrave must be in place before the structure is builded.

For me this is to be it simply listening to my self thinking, and accepting completely what is there.Eventuall it morphs to silence and bliss sometimes. 

Yes, for me I find it like second nature to sit with my thoughts and emotions and go further deeper into them to find the root (usually a type of fear). But I don't see how one would do that with the body. I always just thought, I feel the way I feel due to some bio-mechanical cause and effect...

Let body feel whatever it wants..   It just wants to be heard and loved  

Yes, I understand this. Perhaps having an attitude of lovingly serving the body, as oppose to insisting that the body serve you... A real world example of this was me recently quitting caffeine. I thought, if my body is tired, I should just let it be that. Not push it beyond what it is capable, and accept the limitations. Of course caffeine just makes you more fatigued in the long run anyways.

[/b]One truely great blessing for you, that you planned for this life is that you have someone who you share life with that is familar with Law of One also. How do you find this? Does it help a lot or not much difference?  

I think this plan was more out of necessity than anything else. We both had histories of being suicidal/self-destructive. We met a few times throughout our teenage/young-adult years, fate kept bringing us back in contact in serendipitous ways.

When we finally started dating, it took a few months for us to realise that we loved each-other the way that we expected to be loved on a soul level, a way that we never received from anyone else in this life. This slowly allowed us to open our hearts.

I say that this was a necessity because I believe I have always been able to sense spiritual power, but with a closed, cynical and angry heart, you can't see the light, so you get drawn to the darkness, and the dark powers contained there in.

Some people don't need the kind of lifeboat that an entwined relationship can provide, but I believe I did out of my own limitations in being able to survive in this world on my own. So most definitely a blessing, which I am extremely grateful for, to share spiritual evolution with another, but likely my spiritual growth would have been more potent if I was able to find my own way here.

I think this was a me neglecting the empress catalyst of mind card and hence resulting in physical catalyst(wheel of fortune).

This piqued my curiosity. If you get time (which you have devoted already a lot to this thread which I am grateful for) I would love for you to go into what this means for you.