Can't trust or like anyone anymore!

[Glow]

Btw I dont think it means you are not a wanderer that you feel these things.
A wanderer who has faced themselves to the point they see WHY these actions bother them will see with compassion but a partially sleeping one or one not ready to face the work will see their pain in the situation just like most people do.

I know I am a wanderer I remember to this day being 3 and feeling so bad I that didn't share my crackers with someone who asked. I can still see the scene and it was one of the worst act of exclusion I have perpetuated in this life because I shared with someone else but not them, so gross, as soon as it was done the remorse kicked in.
I was born gentle, giving yet I have had times where my patience ran thin with certain things.

I used to get so hurt/mad about young women being with old men, since I was a teen it disgusted me. Old men would throw away their wives thinking they were entitled to a newer model, and young women wanting their money or protection would basically continue the cycle of women being seen as throw aways by taking their place. I had no compassion about it being ingrained in our society for so long and the reasons people do these things. I was just angry and judgmental.

So I'm saying just because you are feeling angry/judgy about your situation don't let it lead you away from your identification as a wanderer. Just take it as a cue that you need to look deeper so you can rise above it and see what is driving all this.
Usually its fear, and separation from love. Either they need to do things to make them able to rationalize their worth or make others able to rationalize affection/respect/admiration(ego feeding) for them because they do not possess that deeply felt self love or love without conditions. It really is sad, especially since most people are not going to be ready to look at these things for several life times.