Premonition, dreams, destiny.

[Nowheretoday]

Can you provide specific details as to what these dreams and premonitions are that have begun bothering you so much?

What do you want to do in life?
What are these premonition saying otherwise?

I'd first recommend you grab a nice big chill glass of water and just take a moment to drink it and calm down.

I can't speak as to your premonitions being real or otherwise but if they're occurring it's for a reason, and it may not be as simple as that's what'll be without doubt.  They may just be sign posts, they may even be warning you you're on that road, or maybe they're trying to say that's the road you want to be on.

I can't say though, I don't know what it is, that you are experiencing.  It might be kundalini, might be preplanned catalyst.

Care to offer more detail?

I don't really wanna give out details but the last two relationships I was in, after a couple months in I had those dreams where I foresaw the reason of the end followed by an overwhelming sadness that wakes me up. It was totally out of my control, no way I could've created the outcome. When I was a kid I kept having this dream over and over again, I'm my early twenties it manifested, life changing event, now I'm older and this other dream keeps repeating itself, I can't oversee the fact that most likely it will occur and I'm not happy with it. These are landmarks or posts like you call them. These are the biggest occurrences without mentioning how I've seen my father die in a hospital bed, possible to come given his health. Throughout the year I'll have unimportant dreams that manifest themselves during the day. After my grandpa passed away I saw him in my dreams, I had a few, very realistic conversations with him where I asked him for advice and telling me to tell my mom that all was well. If I were posting this somewhere else people would be calling me crazy. And yeah I had my glass water to chill, nothing I can do but to accept I suppose.