11-13-2017, 01:43 AM
I think avoidance of 4chan should be a general internet guideline lol.
You know, you paint yourself as a psychopath. That's pretty cool, I paint myself as a pathetic loser.
I think we enjoy living those realities, it removes us from responsibilities. Unburdens us with freedom, despite knowing no such freedom.
Your psychologist sounds like he was very well provoked by you, or very well was not very good at his job.
So 'They' whom took your happiness away were Christians.
You say nothing can hurt you. This is an echo of a song I hold dear to me.
Nothing can hurt me now because I don't care anymore.
Nothing can hurt me.
It is synchronistic in that it's very clear you are already hurting. You almost come off like a cornered man, ready to kill but not wanting to, hoping, as men will, for the situation to change.
You again provide a gruesome example, yet so few specifics. Why did this happen? Why did no one help you? What is up with that story and why do you omit specific details to help us understand the severity of your situation?
Hate does lead to transformation, though I do not think it is permanent in all honesty, not always anyways.
I am not accusing you lol, you very clearly have stated your desire, I was just inquiring, as it seemed like a kind thing to do.
It's my understanding that the Tower of Babel was a monument dedicated to God, and is a metaphorical tale of furthering the concept of separation being enacted by God in more ways than just concepts, but in language. The tower was a monument of unity, and humanity was still too young and unaware, so God gave them more time, more catalyst, made life, Harder, for their benefit arguably.
And that was apparently God's right to do so, even if it makes no sense as to why right now.
Why have you been unable to escape the influence of these Christian's?
What do you mean by a way out? A way out from where? From what?
What's wrong with being a Pretty Gay?
I'm serious, you've been denied love, that is a very important part of anyone's life. Without that love, we can become... Well, look at infants raised without the care of anyone, nursed like patients, fed, changed, they grow up so vastly different from people with affection and care given to them. They develop much differently.
This is true whether from as an infant, to adults even. No love will put us on some difficult roads in life.
Believe it or not man, I wrote all of that sober. Weed isn't the way to do what I proposed. Simply choosing to do so, is. I have chosen to be compassionate and considerate of you. You are responding to me without hatred directed at me. You're even being humorous and joking, you're enjoying our exchange even if you seem to say otherwise. I don't see why else you'd waste your time responding point by point with me. Maybe you're just playing a game with me, giving me clues to chase a fiction, I don't know, I just know you appear hurt, and that deserves some attention.
Juggalos, I admit, they're an interesting culture, definitely weirdos in both good and bad ways lol...
I think there's more than what you're telling me, I don't know why you hide it though. Your disruption seems to be self inflicted inwardly.
Come on now Mahakali. We all have desires, you call yours energetic debris but surely you must desire something. You know, I bet you desire to rip off someone's skull, tearing out their spine right with it. Whatever man, you don't need to deny them. Maybe you have psychotic desires, at least you hold onto them. You're not murdering anyone.
I bet you have a favorite food. Or even a drink? Come on Mahakali, we all desire. That's not debris, that's human. You're not some big broken machine man. You are an intelligent and seemingly enlightened person in your own way and light. You might shine chaos but a little bit of chaos brings a lot of order.
That chaos, it's presence, is the great shuffling hands of the creator in the primordial deck of life.
Mahakali, without you, we'd all be uniformly orderly to the point of stagnation. You provide us very important catalyst and experiences, and for that you are a valid individual who's desires matter, greatly!
And YET, I wouldn't be such a great friend if I just let you isolate yourself or let you consume yourself in hatred and revenge. I'm just a forum goer man, but I can at least shine a small sliver of light at you, let you know someone gives a f*** about you, hopes for your safety even if hope is dastardly to you. Cares at least a teeny tiny little bit.
Perhaps I will pray for your miracle. Miracles happen everyday. God's been dead, the tree of life growing from it's corpse takes time to reach us, but I think small miracles surround you, and if you looked for them, you might even spot a few big ones. The branches of guidance. I'm very sure you have much more going on behind the scenes than you're led to be aware of, but I think your spirit guides are going to give you a very pleasant surprise one day in the form of some kind of long in the works miracle suddenly being known.
Your bravery is commendable, I could not be so strong in your position.
Your honesty is appreciated despite the subterfuge of omission of it all.
You don't seem so angry at me, so that's good though.
Hey, that's funny, I'm contagious too, I make people double take at the grand idiocy of my apparent brilliance, and turn them into judgmental stubborn jerks just like myself!
You can bond while fighting, watch Dragon Ball bruh
I never watched much South Park, I never got the chance to but one day I will!
I'm probably just on those lists because I want a new government that's less secretive and corrupt.
It's been a pleasure talking to you man, I'll leave you be now if you want, just know I worry about you... I hope things get better for you, and I'm sorry for everything you've had to suffer through...
You know, you paint yourself as a psychopath. That's pretty cool, I paint myself as a pathetic loser.
I think we enjoy living those realities, it removes us from responsibilities. Unburdens us with freedom, despite knowing no such freedom.
Your psychologist sounds like he was very well provoked by you, or very well was not very good at his job.
So 'They' whom took your happiness away were Christians.
You say nothing can hurt you. This is an echo of a song I hold dear to me.
Nothing can hurt me now because I don't care anymore.
Nothing can hurt me.
It is synchronistic in that it's very clear you are already hurting. You almost come off like a cornered man, ready to kill but not wanting to, hoping, as men will, for the situation to change.
You again provide a gruesome example, yet so few specifics. Why did this happen? Why did no one help you? What is up with that story and why do you omit specific details to help us understand the severity of your situation?
Hate does lead to transformation, though I do not think it is permanent in all honesty, not always anyways.
I am not accusing you lol, you very clearly have stated your desire, I was just inquiring, as it seemed like a kind thing to do.
It's my understanding that the Tower of Babel was a monument dedicated to God, and is a metaphorical tale of furthering the concept of separation being enacted by God in more ways than just concepts, but in language. The tower was a monument of unity, and humanity was still too young and unaware, so God gave them more time, more catalyst, made life, Harder, for their benefit arguably.
And that was apparently God's right to do so, even if it makes no sense as to why right now.
Why have you been unable to escape the influence of these Christian's?
What do you mean by a way out? A way out from where? From what?
What's wrong with being a Pretty Gay?
I'm serious, you've been denied love, that is a very important part of anyone's life. Without that love, we can become... Well, look at infants raised without the care of anyone, nursed like patients, fed, changed, they grow up so vastly different from people with affection and care given to them. They develop much differently.
This is true whether from as an infant, to adults even. No love will put us on some difficult roads in life.
Believe it or not man, I wrote all of that sober. Weed isn't the way to do what I proposed. Simply choosing to do so, is. I have chosen to be compassionate and considerate of you. You are responding to me without hatred directed at me. You're even being humorous and joking, you're enjoying our exchange even if you seem to say otherwise. I don't see why else you'd waste your time responding point by point with me. Maybe you're just playing a game with me, giving me clues to chase a fiction, I don't know, I just know you appear hurt, and that deserves some attention.
Juggalos, I admit, they're an interesting culture, definitely weirdos in both good and bad ways lol...
I think there's more than what you're telling me, I don't know why you hide it though. Your disruption seems to be self inflicted inwardly.
Come on now Mahakali. We all have desires, you call yours energetic debris but surely you must desire something. You know, I bet you desire to rip off someone's skull, tearing out their spine right with it. Whatever man, you don't need to deny them. Maybe you have psychotic desires, at least you hold onto them. You're not murdering anyone.
I bet you have a favorite food. Or even a drink? Come on Mahakali, we all desire. That's not debris, that's human. You're not some big broken machine man. You are an intelligent and seemingly enlightened person in your own way and light. You might shine chaos but a little bit of chaos brings a lot of order.
That chaos, it's presence, is the great shuffling hands of the creator in the primordial deck of life.
Mahakali, without you, we'd all be uniformly orderly to the point of stagnation. You provide us very important catalyst and experiences, and for that you are a valid individual who's desires matter, greatly!
And YET, I wouldn't be such a great friend if I just let you isolate yourself or let you consume yourself in hatred and revenge. I'm just a forum goer man, but I can at least shine a small sliver of light at you, let you know someone gives a f*** about you, hopes for your safety even if hope is dastardly to you. Cares at least a teeny tiny little bit.
Perhaps I will pray for your miracle. Miracles happen everyday. God's been dead, the tree of life growing from it's corpse takes time to reach us, but I think small miracles surround you, and if you looked for them, you might even spot a few big ones. The branches of guidance. I'm very sure you have much more going on behind the scenes than you're led to be aware of, but I think your spirit guides are going to give you a very pleasant surprise one day in the form of some kind of long in the works miracle suddenly being known.
Your bravery is commendable, I could not be so strong in your position.
Your honesty is appreciated despite the subterfuge of omission of it all.
You don't seem so angry at me, so that's good though.
Hey, that's funny, I'm contagious too, I make people double take at the grand idiocy of my apparent brilliance, and turn them into judgmental stubborn jerks just like myself!
You can bond while fighting, watch Dragon Ball bruh
I never watched much South Park, I never got the chance to but one day I will!
I'm probably just on those lists because I want a new government that's less secretive and corrupt.
It's been a pleasure talking to you man, I'll leave you be now if you want, just know I worry about you... I hope things get better for you, and I'm sorry for everything you've had to suffer through...