What can cause holes in auric fields, LSD, Childhood sexual assult but what else?

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I think the best response to give Mah is forgiveness.  I can't speak for him but I think underneath his cruelty is an intent to provide care the only way he knows how.

Otherwise I think he would have been much more severe and scathing.

Your feelings matter too Cain, just know that I care about them anyways and hope you won't take Mahakali too personally.  He's offensive by choice for his own reasons, but I never once felt an intent from him to seriously hurt a forum member.

Perhaps the ladder is more true whether he means it that way or not, as regardless of what way it was meant, you may be better off just believing it was meant to point out your faults rather than to hurt you.

I'm sorry, my time on this forum was for a while very disheartening when I realized this isn't a completely safe and stress free place.  Still it is much better than most other places I've seen.

Please try to not let his words get to you.  I'd say the same to him but he wants us to believe he doesn't care so I'll respect that.

I don't think apologies will easily come here, but regardless I do want you to know I'm sorry for him for his words to you.  Hopefully that means something.

Other than that, I think some of our holes are showing in this thread now lol

Weird how we each sort of discussed our auric holes by showing them instead of talking about them.

Just another example of the magic of reality I guess