What can cause holes in auric fields, LSD, Childhood sexual assult but what else?

[Mahakali]

I think the biggest surprise for you at the end of life, mah, will be just how much you've grown in spirit from all of these ordeals.  Soul's, they'll make a lifetime of suffering for a better existence afterwards.

I agree the afflicted life doesn't deserve to be used like that. I hope you find peace.

Why don't you start a thread describing everything going on? Maybe someone who can help will read it one day?

f*** that. I'm sticking around for a while. Every now and then I hear someone complain about how I'm still alive, and it just warms my heart and uplifts my soul.

I'll grow from it - what does not kill, makes stronger - and I'll use it here and now.

I've started enough threads. If there's one thing the edgy terrorist Forgotten Tomb fan with bad taste in TV has right, it's that I spend too much time talking s*** and not enough time doing s***.