What can cause holes in auric fields, LSD, Childhood sexual assult but what else?

[Mahakali]

Yeah trust me, most wanderers here are bitchin all the time and their world is so much darker than others.

Well. I don't know about "darker", but I do think there's a point where human consciousness plateaus in misery, and once you hit that point, it's a singularity of unhappiness that you're never going to transcend; you can only go deeper, and anyone who reaches it, however they did, is at the same level as anyone else who has... there's no "more" or "less". I don't think many on this forum have reached that level.

I also think it can be used for purposes of demonic empowerment.

Mmmhmm.

But I can't believe I worried about your opinion at all to start with. You watch American Dad.

You're acting like some uber-tough guy troll on bring4th and invalidating everything I say, and I actually let one of your comments get to me a little bit, and you watch American Dad.

I'm beginning to realize that most people are just as bad as me or worse, and that a lot of them have even more insecurities and idiocy than I do. That most people are actually more impure and profane and puppeted by their hormones than I am. That nobody on this planet really knows what they're doing at all.

And that I have a lot of problems, but I'm actually interested in working on them and building something better. That I'm controlled by my emotions and psychological conditioning and human thought in general to some degree, but I'm beginning to see that and have the desire to work beyond it, and that's more than most people can say, including most of my detractors and even people I used to look up to.

You watch fucking American Dad. This has actually brought on some kind of serious epiphany.

American Dad is such a horrible, yet funny show.

I wonder how many auric holes Seth McFarlane has got going on lol...

It's horrible all right.

Drawn Together was Family Guy-style humor done right. Family Guy and its derivatives are Family Guy-style humor done wrong.

And hell, I even liked Family Guy when I was in the 12-15 age range, but even back then I knew that American Dad wasn't funny.

Seth MacFarlane is just some liberal douche who rehashed the Simpsons six times with more penis jokes and called them all different shows. And, I looked up to him as a kid, but s***, I doubt he's got all that many auric holes, walking around sane enough to function in society and make stupid cartoons.

Btw I should be thankful of these holes. we should appreciate our holes for they are the reasons we seek to heal the self and get on the spiritual path.

So special thanks to the holes.. and the h**s who help us attain these holes, to learn forgiveness and stuff like that.

I already knew forgiveness. I'm a very forgiving person.

But there are certain things that just crossed a line that I'm not able to forgive, and those people will suffer for it. I'm not thankful. They'll regret it.

They're just people who want to hurt me and think they can do it and walk away because I'm an easy target. But, hell, some of them probably even watch American Dad. They're probably not so scary once I figure them out.

They've still got fears and insecurities and egos that care what other people think and the ability to feel pain and goals/dreams that can be ruined. I have none of these things, which gives me the advantage. Nothing is a very dangerous gift to give someone.