What can cause holes in auric fields, LSD, Childhood sexual assult but what else?

[Cainite]

You're obviously the one with the bigger hole in the auric field. so I'll just leave.

Well... that much might be true, but I'm working on it.

Yeah, I got my ass kicked, but so does everybody. If I pull out of this one, I'll be strong.

They did admit that I'm intelligent, yes.

First world countries... Yes, someone like me would have done better in a country where there aren't programs designed to modify my etheric body from a young age and destroy esoteric development. I would rather had to grow up in economic struggle than have my spirituality stunted by chemical castration and techniques this refined.

Yeah trust me, most wanderers here are bitchin all the time and their world is so much darker than others.

No, I'm not forgiving those people. Yes, there will be blood.