Law of One or Satan's Harvest?

[Cainite]

This is the saddest thing I have read in a while. I'm not sure if you saw the thread I started called "what causes a hole in the aura..." but just before that thread started I had my first negative greeting since awakening that I am conscious of. It clearly entered my body for a brief time, less than a minute but it was distinct. I'm going to guess a lot of my youth was spent tormented by things of such nature but I just thought it was a result of my childhood breaking me so never would have thought entity/energy. I had a raging case of ocd with lots of horrible thoughts... suicidal wishes, self harm, and just unbridled terror, its interesting in retrospect to see I was unaware I was perhaps being effected by outside forces.

Anyways I just wanted to post to thank you for sharing. I never would have believed it if I hadn't felt it, and I even today only 2 weeks later needed a reminder. I really need to do more for those affected.

I will continue reading, I wish you well and dominion free and clear of your own energy/body/spirit. Be well.

I feel you! when I was a child at nights I always feared demons and negative ghosts. so I couldn't sleep well.

I've said this before, before my mental illness happened, I contacted Orion entities.. asked questions, tried to dominate them, ... saw myself as a Vampire Lord who leeches life force and practices black magic. (that's where my username ''cainite'' comes from)
but then I realized my missteps and turns out it was too late and because of the short period I had switched polarity, I couldn't see myself as anything other than a monster. that was when the terrible schizo symptoms appeared.

Took me sometime to heal. the messed up version of me now is really hale comparing to those dark months.
I created another thread a few months ago ''There's a devil in my head'' was the title. that devil has been silenced for some time now.
(I just chekced, there's another thread with this name ''Seeing myself as a demon'')

Also the nightmares have been continuing. I think 5thd negatives provide them for me or sth. not quite sure about that.. I had these nightmares some years ago too. back then I couldn't handle them. now I may have become hardened.