What can cause holes in auric fields, LSD, Childhood sexual assult but what else?

[Mahakali]

sometimes it sounds like past events and other times like its still happening.

"I am Ra. We refrain from speaking of correctness due to our understanding of the immense difficulty of absorbing the concepts of metaphysical existence. In time/space, which is precisely as much of your self as is space/time, all times are simultaneous"

Do you even Law of One, bro?

As someone who's had these thoughts before, I just want you to know Mah that I believe you're a kind and passionate guy underneath all of that anger.  And that you're awesome and you deserve to know that.

And that I think you know that following through with such thoughts won't bring you peace, and that I think you just want some peace.

And...  That I hope you find it~

But that's the whole idea here. If a bunch of dumb kids come after you, f*** one up nice and good and the others will leave you alone. You might still have enemies, but most people are weak and/or not emotionally invested enough in tormenting you that they'll be willing to risk their life. Following through with such thoughts are far more likely to help than not responding.

No, I'll probably never have true peace; internally, I'm too tormented, and it looks like nothing will ever fix that. But certain people have told me that they intend to torment me further, for whatever bullshit reason they pulled out of their ass to rationalize it to the slaves and the moralfags, and I'm not okay with that, and I think that they'd have a lot less puppets willing to fulfill their goal if I take a couple out.

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To clarify, what I was talking about in that post had nothing to with anger, just efficiency. People are significantly less likely to mess with me if they realize that there can be consequences for doing so. Right now, people harass me because (1) thoughtforms and emotionforms (yes, I just made that word up) connected to me encourage them to do so, and (2) they think I'm an easy target.

Beating one of them within an inch of its life, or even an inch or two beyond, would go a long way towards solving both probems.

As for the people I actually do want to take revenge on, actually do feel hatred for, they've done a little bit more than take up some extra space on the bus, and murder would be too merciful for them. If I do end up killing them, it'll be because I want to get as many of them as possible, and I'll still try to find some way to trap their astral body at death so that I can continue to give my love and light to them long after their causal incarnation.

Oh, do the game admins try to make you stay in 3rd density again if you kill someone? Then I'll kill them, too. Rip their asses straight out of Heaven and make them scream "Rakshama!" over and over and over again until they are no more. They can't be invincible. My hate can corrode them with enough effort.

f*** that meek forgive and forget bullshit. There will be blood; I don't have anything else.