Wanderers and relationships/sexuality

[Cainite]

just curious why? Is it ownership you are avoiding or commitment because the two are very different things, often blurred in this culture.

I have no problem with commitment.
And about ownership, I used to get jealous if my ex (gf at that time) liked anyone else or... but then I changed in time and now I'm not jealous at all and despise ownership.

My first mate I love in a mate/sister/mother/bestfriend way. I think that is called divine love and is a sign of a strong soul connection. She sounds pretty lucky. I hope you find what works best for you and makes you very happy in the long run.

Even she sometimes takes me for granted.

My expectations in people are quite low now, maybe too low to consider my self as not alone.. forever on this planet and specially in this vile country.

In whatever situation or relationship I feel very alone. but this loneliness doesn't bother me anymore, at least not as much as ''not being with a mate'' does bother almost anyone else.