11-04-2017, 09:14 PM
I wonder if after death we can still find challenge, like as an artist or something that draws or paints, or someone who creates plays or stories.
I think I've outgrown desires I've had, but desires I keep having, even as of yesterday have been pretty wack, so I have a thorn in my side. And I don't want to really experience that.
I think in life I don't try hard enough to get good at art, and I am not good with money either. I make big donations when I have money and buy expensive things.
In my life I keep seeing repeating themes around this thorn in my side. The same theme over and over again, repeating from different places. Almost every day.
And I don't want to take that with me, but I can't seem to give it up. It's more than an addiction, it's quite different.
I think I've outgrown desires I've had, but desires I keep having, even as of yesterday have been pretty wack, so I have a thorn in my side. And I don't want to really experience that.
I think in life I don't try hard enough to get good at art, and I am not good with money either. I make big donations when I have money and buy expensive things.
In my life I keep seeing repeating themes around this thorn in my side. The same theme over and over again, repeating from different places. Almost every day.
And I don't want to take that with me, but I can't seem to give it up. It's more than an addiction, it's quite different.