10-30-2017, 06:28 PM
Posting an update for anyone in the future who has a similar problem.
It seems that this was just the beginning of an energetic awakening. Soon after I posted the OP, I realized I didn't actually care at all how restricted I was. I was just like, "Okay, fine. So I'm restricted more than is humanly bearable. Okay." Not bitterly, not resentfully! Just... okay. Fine.
When it's time, it's time, I guess. When you genuinely reach your maximum restriction, that's when the real stuff starts. The restriction is just preliminary work to wear you out.
And now there has been literally nonstop physical energy stuff goin on. I dunno anything about energy so it's just doing its thing from what I can tell. It's very intense. There's really nothing I can do besides resist or not resist, and 'resist' = pain, while 'not resist' = fun mysterious weird x y z.
Adyashanti: "Enjoy the ride. Even when you don't!"
It seems that this was just the beginning of an energetic awakening. Soon after I posted the OP, I realized I didn't actually care at all how restricted I was. I was just like, "Okay, fine. So I'm restricted more than is humanly bearable. Okay." Not bitterly, not resentfully! Just... okay. Fine.
When it's time, it's time, I guess. When you genuinely reach your maximum restriction, that's when the real stuff starts. The restriction is just preliminary work to wear you out.
And now there has been literally nonstop physical energy stuff goin on. I dunno anything about energy so it's just doing its thing from what I can tell. It's very intense. There's really nothing I can do besides resist or not resist, and 'resist' = pain, while 'not resist' = fun mysterious weird x y z.
Adyashanti: "Enjoy the ride. Even when you don't!"
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