10-29-2017, 01:07 PM
There must be more.
I had my first conscious nonlight psychic greeting/attempted attachment a few days ago.
I was going through a major process and was briefly without protection of my own light.
I glanced at an internet page out of the corner of my eye and an eerie grin and darkness spread across my face.
It was not me that half grinned. It felt like something entered. I am fairly balanced and dont have much fear left so I didn't really concern myself just went back to what I was doing and assumed it was a fluky thing.
I felt a cold darkness inside that was foreign to my awareness about 15 minutes later. I still didn't let it concern me. I recognized it and told it I loved it and hoped it was well, wished it healing. Asked it to leave.
Later that night I tried to shut a door in the dark yet something large scraped along in front of the door as I tried. Not concerned and very tired I just continued to shut the door then nearing the closure point it wouldn't close. Turned on the light and there was nothing anywhere that could have been getting in the way of the door.
All night I was awakened, by the 20th awakening I caved and asked my husband who had fallen asleep in-front of the tv to please come up stairs.
The next day I had finished the major process and my own light was solidly back in place.
It made me see that where there is a vacuum something will fill it. Its either your souls light or Jesus offered his light, or if you dont choose something will wander in.
So I have been told repeatedly that child sexual abuse leaves and opening for that kind of thing. Its actually what led to me becoming a Christian as a teen. I was way to open and battered by energy. Jesus helped me greatly by filling that vacuum. That very night my heart chakra glowed hot with love and healing began but nothing has helped as much as recognizing my own belonging to the one light and claiming it as one with me.
This experience the other day has made me rethink "entity attachment" which I always put down to some unconscious portion of them self acting upon them. I also thought of a few peoples behavior that I know were also abused, and some that used potentially auric field damaging drugs. But not all who act in such a volatile unlike them manner have experienced these two things, so I wonder what else can cause these openings? Is life enough to leave a vacuum where energies can attach and exert themselves?
Is that vacuum just there in most people from birth? Maybe from a past life? Sample of one but my husband does not seem to have such a vacuum. That or he is just completely unaffected by energies. I've known him since we were kids though and hes never been effected, could that be a past life hold over too? maybe he merged completely and unwavering in another life so is beyond that?
I'm curious now as it was a pretty remarkable experience I have always sort of thought of as fiction to be honest.
I had my first conscious nonlight psychic greeting/attempted attachment a few days ago.
I was going through a major process and was briefly without protection of my own light.
I glanced at an internet page out of the corner of my eye and an eerie grin and darkness spread across my face.
It was not me that half grinned. It felt like something entered. I am fairly balanced and dont have much fear left so I didn't really concern myself just went back to what I was doing and assumed it was a fluky thing.
I felt a cold darkness inside that was foreign to my awareness about 15 minutes later. I still didn't let it concern me. I recognized it and told it I loved it and hoped it was well, wished it healing. Asked it to leave.
Later that night I tried to shut a door in the dark yet something large scraped along in front of the door as I tried. Not concerned and very tired I just continued to shut the door then nearing the closure point it wouldn't close. Turned on the light and there was nothing anywhere that could have been getting in the way of the door.
All night I was awakened, by the 20th awakening I caved and asked my husband who had fallen asleep in-front of the tv to please come up stairs.
The next day I had finished the major process and my own light was solidly back in place.
It made me see that where there is a vacuum something will fill it. Its either your souls light or Jesus offered his light, or if you dont choose something will wander in.
So I have been told repeatedly that child sexual abuse leaves and opening for that kind of thing. Its actually what led to me becoming a Christian as a teen. I was way to open and battered by energy. Jesus helped me greatly by filling that vacuum. That very night my heart chakra glowed hot with love and healing began but nothing has helped as much as recognizing my own belonging to the one light and claiming it as one with me.
This experience the other day has made me rethink "entity attachment" which I always put down to some unconscious portion of them self acting upon them. I also thought of a few peoples behavior that I know were also abused, and some that used potentially auric field damaging drugs. But not all who act in such a volatile unlike them manner have experienced these two things, so I wonder what else can cause these openings? Is life enough to leave a vacuum where energies can attach and exert themselves?
Is that vacuum just there in most people from birth? Maybe from a past life? Sample of one but my husband does not seem to have such a vacuum. That or he is just completely unaffected by energies. I've known him since we were kids though and hes never been effected, could that be a past life hold over too? maybe he merged completely and unwavering in another life so is beyond that?
I'm curious now as it was a pretty remarkable experience I have always sort of thought of as fiction to be honest.