Help with orange chakra seizures - longterm sacral restriction

[sjel]

Yes, that would make sense with being uncomfortable with adrenaline, I understand that. Perhaps it is so in our natural state, but a lot of us aren't really fully in our natural states, which is why we seek healing and balancing processes, right? I think it could maybe have something to do with self-control? Do you feel that excitement needs to be controlled?

It feels like there is very little room for excitement. Like any excitement to be had will have to fit in between the cracks of a massive iron energetic structure. To give another metaphor for the sensations in my sacral region: it feels like an iron fist is squeezing the s*** out of my potentially vibrant orange chakra. And this fist has an electric current running through it.

Like this but even tighter, impossibly tight:



For months, years!

What usually blocks orange ray is "repression". Allow yourself the freedom to be what you partly are: an animal. The 2nd density kingdom exists at a certain stage of evolution, but it is not imperfect, it is just a level of energy expression. The animal level has needs, and when those needs are blocked, it blocks your spiritual energy from rising to higher and more creative vistas. The animal doesn't control itself. Sometimes you have to let the animal out of the cage. Give yourself the freedom to be an unevolved animal. Sometimes we try so hard to be spiritual beings that the trying actually impedes the process.

I feel like I'm loosening my mental structures more and more lately, like a tight tangled ball of string that's slowly being picked at so it can eventually fall apart, completely undone. This orange chakra energy however is so intensely strangled, it's even more intense than before, I might say (or I can notice it that much more now). All of my true self energy is going through the eye of a needle.

However I am waaay more at peace with all this. So do you think this just will dissolve in time? The iron electric fist does not seem to be loosening its grip. It is somewhat less important an issue, I guess would be the way to describe it. Yet it is indescribably uncomfortable.

Sorry for sounding rude before too.  I didn't mean to come off that way.

You weren't rude bruh you just said something then I said something back

Are you familiar with self forgiveness?  Sjel, we're all unconscious at one point, it's okay.  You don't need to be so hard on yourself.

I don't think I'm hard on myself anymore. Nowadays I just see the present moment as just a stage in my personal evolution. I'm more at peace with my unconsciousness, haha