(10-22-2017, 04:53 PM)sjel Wrote:(10-22-2017, 04:47 PM)Aion Wrote: Well that seems like a pretty good place to start. You say you feel it from your kidneys? The adrenal glands are connected to the top of the kidneys, so what you might be experiencing is a resistence towards adrenaline release. Adrenaline is released with sexual stimulation but which gives the 'rush' feelings and being uncomfortable with this might mean you are psychologically trying to 'fight off' the stimulation that comes with sexual arousal. What do you think?
I think that's fairly accurate. Except it's not just sexual arousal, it's the all-inclusive excitement energy that propels one forward in life. How might I begin to feel this rush? Is there a very deeply engrained habit of resistance to excitement that I'm not seeing? Because from what I understand excitement is extremely natural and requires no effort.
Yes, that would make sense with being uncomfortable with adrenaline, I understand that. Perhaps it is so in our natural state, but a lot of us aren't really fully in our natural states, which is why we seek healing and balancing processes, right? I think it could maybe have something to do with self-control? Do you feel that excitement needs to be controlled?
Anagogy makes a good point in this regard.