10-22-2017, 04:47 PM
(10-22-2017, 04:43 PM)sjel Wrote:(10-22-2017, 04:28 PM)Aion Wrote: Well, how do you feel about your sexuality?
Mmmm... Like a child. Afraid of and "not ready for" intimacy. Exceedingly immature. I rarely have physical contact with anybody at all. When I get close to somebody emergency signals flare up and I can't hear what they're saying. It's pretty bad haha
Well that seems like a pretty good place to start. You say you feel it from your kidneys? The adrenal glands are connected to the top of the kidneys, so what you might be experiencing is a resistence towards adrenaline release. Adrenaline is released with sexual stimulation but which gives the 'rush' feelings and being uncomfortable with this might mean you are psychologically trying to 'fight off' the stimulation that comes with sexual arousal. What do you think?