Can't trust or like anyone anymore!

[Quan]

I don't mean to complain or anything.

Just felt like writing about some of the difficulties I'm facing in my spiritual path. (yellow ray issues)

I've been let down by people around me time after time since I can remember. it started in my childhood. I still think most of my childhood friends were evil and mostly garbage.. even though it might be difficult to imagine a child being evil.

I'm nearly 28 Now and I've lost all hope in the majority of earth inhabitants.
Maybe it's just that my countrymen are terrible.. I really do hope foreigners are better. I've just never been anywhere else.. but I'm sure this is one of the worst countries with respect to morality.
Since the only kind of people I may like are on the internet and not from this country.

So these people.. I'm totally disgusted by their baseness, stupidity, prejudices, selfishness, treachery, judgement, lack of discernment, and .......the list goes on. and can't do anything about the way I feel.

The only thing that keeps me going now is the thought that only a very small portion of the creation including most of the people I interact with are this low.

Yes dont trust or like anyone, its not about the personality shell...  third density is built to do this, cause confusion.
Just trust inthe love that flows through and is us all.

80.11 Questioner: Could I say, then, that implicit in the process of becoming adept is the possible partial polarization towards service to self because simply the adept becomes disassociated with many of his kind or like in the particular density which he inhabits?

Ra: I am Ra. This is likely to occur. The apparent happening is disassociation whether the truth is service to self and thus true disassociation from other-selves or service to others and thus true association with the heart of all other-selves and disassociation only from the illusory husks which prevent the adept from correctly perceiving the self and other-self as one.


80.12 Questioner: Then you say that this effect of disassociation on the service-to-others adept is a stumbling block or slowing process in reaching that goal which he aspires to? Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. This disassociation from the miasma of illusion and misrepresentation of each and every distortion is a quite necessary portion of an adept’s path. It may be seen by others to be unfortunate.

I find the last sentence funny. my parents especially my mum is very social she sees me not socialising so much says i should be. I sometimes explain when its bought up but usually i just laugh it off and go yes mum. Relating to the heart of others an not their personality shell doesnt make a lot of sense perhaps

I recommend reading the next few quotes in that session from Ra if you want more details, ties in to the archetypes..