10-14-2017, 05:11 PM
Now I shall put upon my head my other posting hat, the "I love the Law of One and I love regurgitating my interpretation of the Law of One and sharing it with others" hat. Dante, thank you for your thread. I am very sorry to hear of all of the sufferings that you have endured. As you have probably come to learn from interacting with others here already, we all have infinite tales of woe from our current lifetimes. We are united in our suffering on this plane. So, I reach my hand out to you.
Your situation is not uncommon, actually. In fact I've heard versions of your story many times from others who have come to this forum - of course, not identical, but similar stories of being targeted due to polarity, implanted, and basically disabled for a better word. It's extremely unfortunate how common of an occurrence this is and I am so very sorry.
The Law of One actually does have practical solutions to your problems. Others have tried to share these with you but their frivolity never properly conveyed the difficulty of actually applying the lessons that Ra has offered. I'll do my best to explain it in the context of the Law of One that I can. This is only a distillation of my own personal thoughts and experiences, so I apologize in advance if they are not congruent with yours.
What is polarity in the context of the Law of One? It starts in the mind, as all things originate from the mind, including the body and the spirit. Ra offers us the archetype of the Transformation of the Mind - where once must make the conscious decision to let go of the hand of the maiden of the STO path or let go of the hand of the prostitute of the STS path. This is not as easy as it can appear and can be quite daunting in fact. The problem with our third density reality, positive wanderers, and the Transformation of the Mind, is that little imp guy up in the corner:
That little imp guy makes sure that when you make a left-hand transformation, that you feel good about it. This is the great trap. When you make a right hand transformation of the mind, you are more likely to feel pain and despair, because you are moving closer in empathy to the other incarnate entities who are separated by the veil, which is an emotionally difficult place to be. Now, it's very very easy for a naive wanderer to embark down the left-hand path while incarnate and only haven partially pierced the veil, mainly because of that imp, but the problem is that once a positive wanderer begins to embark on that path, after a while the imp of protection starts to wear off because the positive higher self feels torment from the incarnate's choices, which is where a lot of confusion, frustration, and madness come from.
Now, I'm not saying that this is your path, I am just explaining the mechanics of the archetype.
Another way Ra describes this as "random holes in the energy field" that can be tapped by entities who "may or may not wish to serve", speaking of why it is important to open the indigo ray in a more dependable way. Ra also mentions how one can develop "insanity" if they try to polarize more quickly than they can integrate experience. In my opinion the clue here is that (daily) meditation is what helps us integrate our experience.
You speak of drawing attention because of your polarity. This is very often the case, too. A positive wanderer starts to have enough power to affect changes in their reality. Then, the tricks come - those "feel good" moments that tell you that you are doing the right thing because they "feel right" but haven't properly been examined through the lens of the Transformation of the Mind - which is, is this courting the resources of the deep mind/others or is it plundering?
Let me take an example, and I'm not trying to blame you or point a finger, this is just an example of something I see happen commonly. You mentioned how you didn't care about the polarity of the channeler or the channeled entity, that you trusted your own discernment to get valuable information out of whatever is being channeled. However, when I read Ra, or Q'uo - I feel a distinct intermingling of their energies with my own to be able to manifest their message to me. We access the channeled information from negative entities and think we can use our discernment, but we take for granted that there is a magical, energetic exchange happening when we engage with these entities. To me, this is an act of "plundering" for resources instead of courting - courting involves more internal work, meditation and self-reflection to lead to deeper truths, not outside entities who offer a quick fix.
The problem happens that when we find ourselves on a path - mainly, the path of fear, which you exhibit - every day we wake up and confirm our fears, every day we wake up and address our implants and manipulations, we are doubling that. This is shown by the triangle separating at the feet of the Conscious Mind in the tarot card. Every day you wake up and say, 'the gestalt is out to get me', you reinforce that reality. Of course, they are happy to hold your hand and guide you down that path - this is certainly not only the work of yourself. You are veiled and weakened by it and they exploit that to the fullest. But the fact is that reality is an illusion, and infinite realities can be manifested - it's those that we choose to focus on and invest our energies in that therefore manifest.
I live in a highly militarized area and would not be exaggerating if I said I had helicopters fly directly over my house almost every single day. I could certainly get hysterical about them if I wanted - what are they doing? Listening? Scanning? Implanting? I can obsess about it or move on with my life. Fear generates these experiences, and fear can amplify them. One day that was a "Big Day" for me I had a man dressed in all black and sunglasses (on a snowy winter day) chase his dog into my yard and reclaim it right near my front door. I once had half a dozen uniformed military entities show up at my door with a bucket of unboxed "smoke detectors" that they were going to install "as a gesture of safety" in multiple places in my house. I can think whatever I want about these occurrences and the discarnate entities around me will also react according to my free will chosen thoughts and distortions, and amplify them.
You are so very right. The lightbeings are very aware of what is happening. And they are weeping in sorrow for you. The difference between the light and the dark, is that those who are of the path of control will take every advantage and opportunity they can to influence you. Those of a positive orientation, your friends and guides, will not break your free will that way - you must invoke them, request them, ask of them - and have the will and faith to do so.
The only effective "cure" I can offer you is to wake up every morning, meditate, and reach out to your higher self/your true guides and friends, and sincerely and faithfully call to them for help. And no, it's not that easy, because basically you have to do this just as many times as you have chosen in highly influenced free will to feed into a fear based reality. And the other entities will fight, you betcha. But this is why faith is important. And daily meditation. Daily meditation is THE most important protection and healing.
This is one area where I think you may be confused. The interactions between the mind and the body are how we evolve the spirit - your spiritual torment in third density is not independent of the actions and balance or lack thereof of the mind and the body. In fact, Ra says most adepts are still stuck in the phase where they are initiating the mind and have not yet initiated the body. You have taken offense when others have offered the speculation that there is more that you can do to help yourself as far as the mind complex goes - this is true for all of us. We are all essentially psychotic and crazy by manufacture of planet Earth. We have taken the plundering of resources to an extreme, so initiating the mind for service is a long process.
So my question here is, how absolute are you with this statement? You have NEVER accepted ANYTHING offered to you? Because the positive path is the path of acceptance - acceptance of all of the crazy catalyst we have chosen to endure in this lifetime. Whether it's preventative, or a timeline that we were manipulated into - these are the experiences that we are having for the Creator, so that the Creator can know itself through the infinite myriad of experiences that are possible. Accept that, and you no longer can the neggies target the distortion of resistance/nonacceptance.
The only reason anyone has put any perceived blame upon you is YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE HERE. I'm sorry. There's no one else to put the blame upon. I am you, you are me, the entities who are watching are also you and me. This is why everyone has attempted to assure you that you are in more control than you think - not to blame, but to try to inspire you to reach past the unworthiness that blocks your indigo ray and makes you doubt the power of your own manifestations. It's the negative greetings that make you feel helpless, that make you scoff and lash out when others tell you that you have the power to help yourself and shut them down. We aren't saying this out of speculation or attempts at minimizing what you are going through, most of us speak of these things because of direct experience with overcoming heavy oppositional forces on a regular basis.
Your situation is not uncommon, actually. In fact I've heard versions of your story many times from others who have come to this forum - of course, not identical, but similar stories of being targeted due to polarity, implanted, and basically disabled for a better word. It's extremely unfortunate how common of an occurrence this is and I am so very sorry.
The Law of One actually does have practical solutions to your problems. Others have tried to share these with you but their frivolity never properly conveyed the difficulty of actually applying the lessons that Ra has offered. I'll do my best to explain it in the context of the Law of One that I can. This is only a distillation of my own personal thoughts and experiences, so I apologize in advance if they are not congruent with yours.
What is polarity in the context of the Law of One? It starts in the mind, as all things originate from the mind, including the body and the spirit. Ra offers us the archetype of the Transformation of the Mind - where once must make the conscious decision to let go of the hand of the maiden of the STO path or let go of the hand of the prostitute of the STS path. This is not as easy as it can appear and can be quite daunting in fact. The problem with our third density reality, positive wanderers, and the Transformation of the Mind, is that little imp guy up in the corner:
That little imp guy makes sure that when you make a left-hand transformation, that you feel good about it. This is the great trap. When you make a right hand transformation of the mind, you are more likely to feel pain and despair, because you are moving closer in empathy to the other incarnate entities who are separated by the veil, which is an emotionally difficult place to be. Now, it's very very easy for a naive wanderer to embark down the left-hand path while incarnate and only haven partially pierced the veil, mainly because of that imp, but the problem is that once a positive wanderer begins to embark on that path, after a while the imp of protection starts to wear off because the positive higher self feels torment from the incarnate's choices, which is where a lot of confusion, frustration, and madness come from.
Now, I'm not saying that this is your path, I am just explaining the mechanics of the archetype.
Another way Ra describes this as "random holes in the energy field" that can be tapped by entities who "may or may not wish to serve", speaking of why it is important to open the indigo ray in a more dependable way. Ra also mentions how one can develop "insanity" if they try to polarize more quickly than they can integrate experience. In my opinion the clue here is that (daily) meditation is what helps us integrate our experience.
Quote:There are many upon your plane who have a random hole or gateway in their spirit energy field, sometimes created by the ingestion of chemicals such as, what this instrument would call LSD, who are able, randomly and without control, to tap into energy sources. They may or may not be entities who wish to serve. The purpose of carefully and consciously opening this channel is to serve in a more dependable way, in a more commonplace or usual way, as seen by the distortion complex of the healer. To others there may appear to be miracles. To the one who has carefully opened the door to intelligent infinity this is ordinary; this is commonplace; this is as it should be. The life experience becomes somewhat transformed and the great work goes on.
Quote:Thus we see the so-called insanity which may often arise when an entity attempts to polarize more quickly than experience may be integrated.
You speak of drawing attention because of your polarity. This is very often the case, too. A positive wanderer starts to have enough power to affect changes in their reality. Then, the tricks come - those "feel good" moments that tell you that you are doing the right thing because they "feel right" but haven't properly been examined through the lens of the Transformation of the Mind - which is, is this courting the resources of the deep mind/others or is it plundering?
Let me take an example, and I'm not trying to blame you or point a finger, this is just an example of something I see happen commonly. You mentioned how you didn't care about the polarity of the channeler or the channeled entity, that you trusted your own discernment to get valuable information out of whatever is being channeled. However, when I read Ra, or Q'uo - I feel a distinct intermingling of their energies with my own to be able to manifest their message to me. We access the channeled information from negative entities and think we can use our discernment, but we take for granted that there is a magical, energetic exchange happening when we engage with these entities. To me, this is an act of "plundering" for resources instead of courting - courting involves more internal work, meditation and self-reflection to lead to deeper truths, not outside entities who offer a quick fix.
The problem happens that when we find ourselves on a path - mainly, the path of fear, which you exhibit - every day we wake up and confirm our fears, every day we wake up and address our implants and manipulations, we are doubling that. This is shown by the triangle separating at the feet of the Conscious Mind in the tarot card. Every day you wake up and say, 'the gestalt is out to get me', you reinforce that reality. Of course, they are happy to hold your hand and guide you down that path - this is certainly not only the work of yourself. You are veiled and weakened by it and they exploit that to the fullest. But the fact is that reality is an illusion, and infinite realities can be manifested - it's those that we choose to focus on and invest our energies in that therefore manifest.
Dante Wrote:I know that this is beyond most people's believability threshold. But, there is a reason why I posted a black helicopter hovering above a home in the 'Law of One and Targeted Individuals' post. Because that is precisely what has happened in my case. This all started when these choppers would circle my home. This would go on periodically for months. Sometimes the chopper would come so close to my home that it felt like it was landing on my roof. They were doing some kind of 'targeted' programming on me from the chopper. Still happens from time to time. Here's the rub though! I do not think these are humans. Remember, certain beings can take on human form. Perhaps it's the Orion group, the Lizzies, Zetans, who knows for sure? The entities that are attached to me are always claiming them as their own. So, go figure.
I live in a highly militarized area and would not be exaggerating if I said I had helicopters fly directly over my house almost every single day. I could certainly get hysterical about them if I wanted - what are they doing? Listening? Scanning? Implanting? I can obsess about it or move on with my life. Fear generates these experiences, and fear can amplify them. One day that was a "Big Day" for me I had a man dressed in all black and sunglasses (on a snowy winter day) chase his dog into my yard and reclaim it right near my front door. I once had half a dozen uniformed military entities show up at my door with a bucket of unboxed "smoke detectors" that they were going to install "as a gesture of safety" in multiple places in my house. I can think whatever I want about these occurrences and the discarnate entities around me will also react according to my free will chosen thoughts and distortions, and amplify them.
Dante Wrote:My belief in omnipotence?! I didn't know omnipotence was a belief. I just thought it was a word. I think you get too caught up in word play/semantics. Focus on what I'm saying. All I am saying is that if there are these 'light beings' that you reference, then I'm sure that they have enough awareness (if that is an acceptable word), to know what is going on here.
You are so very right. The lightbeings are very aware of what is happening. And they are weeping in sorrow for you. The difference between the light and the dark, is that those who are of the path of control will take every advantage and opportunity they can to influence you. Those of a positive orientation, your friends and guides, will not break your free will that way - you must invoke them, request them, ask of them - and have the will and faith to do so.
The only effective "cure" I can offer you is to wake up every morning, meditate, and reach out to your higher self/your true guides and friends, and sincerely and faithfully call to them for help. And no, it's not that easy, because basically you have to do this just as many times as you have chosen in highly influenced free will to feed into a fear based reality. And the other entities will fight, you betcha. But this is why faith is important. And daily meditation. Daily meditation is THE most important protection and healing.
Quote:66.12 Questioner: Could you tell me the other ways that the entity could seek healing?
Ra: I am Ra. Perhaps the greatest healer is within the self and may be tapped with continued meditation as we have suggested.
Dante Wrote:So, it's not in the 'mind' or the 'body' other than what is caused by the possession.
This is one area where I think you may be confused. The interactions between the mind and the body are how we evolve the spirit - your spiritual torment in third density is not independent of the actions and balance or lack thereof of the mind and the body. In fact, Ra says most adepts are still stuck in the phase where they are initiating the mind and have not yet initiated the body. You have taken offense when others have offered the speculation that there is more that you can do to help yourself as far as the mind complex goes - this is true for all of us. We are all essentially psychotic and crazy by manufacture of planet Earth. We have taken the plundering of resources to an extreme, so initiating the mind for service is a long process.
Dante Wrote:Thanks, but I can assure you that I have NEVER accepted anything being offered to me.
So my question here is, how absolute are you with this statement? You have NEVER accepted ANYTHING offered to you? Because the positive path is the path of acceptance - acceptance of all of the crazy catalyst we have chosen to endure in this lifetime. Whether it's preventative, or a timeline that we were manipulated into - these are the experiences that we are having for the Creator, so that the Creator can know itself through the infinite myriad of experiences that are possible. Accept that, and you no longer can the neggies target the distortion of resistance/nonacceptance.
Dante Wrote:I know your just being helpful but you have to stop looking at this as though it's something that "I am" or "am not" doing. Stop looking to place blame on me and place it where it belongs and that's on the beings that are doing this. I can assure you that they are reading these posts.
The only reason anyone has put any perceived blame upon you is YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE HERE. I'm sorry. There's no one else to put the blame upon. I am you, you are me, the entities who are watching are also you and me. This is why everyone has attempted to assure you that you are in more control than you think - not to blame, but to try to inspire you to reach past the unworthiness that blocks your indigo ray and makes you doubt the power of your own manifestations. It's the negative greetings that make you feel helpless, that make you scoff and lash out when others tell you that you have the power to help yourself and shut them down. We aren't saying this out of speculation or attempts at minimizing what you are going through, most of us speak of these things because of direct experience with overcoming heavy oppositional forces on a regular basis.