Law of One or Satan's Harvest?

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

I think Sprout's point was you live by a fear based version of your own spirituality belief system,  and here we don't really subscribe to fear based philosophies since we feel like we should know better by now than to indulge the sensations of fear to control our behavior.

Even if the Ra Material provides more than enough fearful information...

Sorry that you take it that way man. But I'm not trying to frighten anyone. I'm just stating the facts about what has happened or is happening to me and looking at it from the perspective of the Ra material. Now, if you interpret that as fear based. That's unfortunate, because that is far from what I'm doing.

I see it as having an intellectual discussion about some very deep experiences just as many others on this forum have shared about their own experiences and I don't see it as fear based peddling. You've already made it clear that you don't believe that demon possession is real and that it's all in the mind so I can see why you feel this way.

We have talked to you, you have basically called us all ignorant. I don't think there's anything more to discuss.

Your words, not mine. Again, sorry you feel that way. Not my intentions.

-clears throat-
Forgive me for what I'm about to do.  Moderators, forgive me.  I'm turning off Sweet and turning on Sour.

I believe 'ignorant' is your word.  Such as said to SMC and Aion.  I could quote you and highlight every post in this thread by you nullifying discussions with you paraphrased as "You don't understand what I'm saying."

What's up with your attitude?  I'm supposed to be the irrational hypocrite around here, mister!

You know what I think?  I think you don't want to hear what we have to say because deep down inside you know you've lost your grip on reality.  I think you're in so far over your head in your mind that you can only rationalize it with spirituality phenomena without any substantial shred of evidence beyond 'evil demon God control me make me do bad things' but I think that's your rationalization.

I think YOU don't know what you're talking about anymore than anyone else and YOU just want our confirmation of your biases to rationalize them further.

What's next?  Your bed spontaneously combusts?  Your head turns 720 degrees?  You're possessed?  A possessed person has a modicum of desperation which includes accepting things they normally don't accept.  You have denied EVERYTHING except when people speak of your issues as being anything but true, and even then you deny their aid and help.

I think you know precisely what you're doing and no 'you're talking about yourself' mirror syndrome excuse will suffice at this point.  I've been kind, I've been open, you've taken and not given anything except your spit and spite of total irrational denial.

You're lazy, you're not STO, you're illogical, irrational, and fishing for attention, and I'd precisely know how to spot it because I see myself in you.

Well HELLO ME, HERE'S THE TRUTH

You belong in a mental institution for obsession and trauma, you need counseling and professional help of PURELY a psychological nature because NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOUR SPIRIT, but your mind.

Paranoid, hostile, reclusive, manipulative, dishonest, obsessed, and intently overzealous with narcissistic tendencies of knowledge, megalomania, delusions, and utmost mania in belief of God's and Goblins using pseudoscientific hogwash labels to make a narrative of unreal realities overlapping your actual reality.

That you are sick in the mind from trauma, and you've fled into pure maniacal fantasy and rewritten your own history in your mind to compensate.

I feel no entities from you, I've damned and dared demons to no retaliation.  You speak of things you know nothing about except that you read them somewhere.  Whether or not it's true is moot, I don't believe your's is a legitimate case otherwise you wouldn't play it out so casually and commonly like 'oh just another part of my life, SOMEBODY HELP ME!'

You are lonely, crying wolf, and the only way it's ever going to get better is if you stop running away from life into fantasies of why you can't handle it, and accept that EVERYTHING YOU BLAME ON YOUR POSSESSION IS ACTUALLY YOUR OWN DOING.

Until you aren't scared to be real, you'll always have some kind of 'problem'.  I'd know as a perfect example.  So whatever your issue is, and I know this post is just to feed you energy because deep down YOU'RE the possessor taking from everyone around you and giving back spite, I hope you as a soul see through your patterns and lessons that you've now ensnared yourself into and come to live a full happy incarnation free of your present narration of LIES and self deceit.

No, for real, you don't need a exorcism, you need God.  You're the demon, you're not the victim the way you promote yourself to be.

And if you are, do, something, about it, go live life, get diagnosed schizophrenic, be nice to everyone when you're not being a monster, live on disability, take a walk, freak out at monsters that are you just unable to accept being a part of yourself.

And stop calling yourself possessed.  The only thing possessed here is everyone buying into your fanciful story of monsters.

God save you from yourself.  Amen, and peace.  I'm being mean because you deserve some blunt honesty if you're going to be a snide jerk.  Sorry too but I do believe you've disillusioned yourself into a whole new delusion of madness that you're so obsessed with as being true has entrapped you from something even worse that you've chosen to avoid at all costs, even calling yourself possessed.

I've said my piece and given my energy.  Show us how STO you are towards me right now, otherwise, good day sir.  I hope it's bright and sunny with God's love because all the darkness in the world can't block that out.