(10-10-2017, 10:21 PM)Mahakali Wrote:(10-10-2017, 10:54 AM)Aion Wrote: The part I bolded above shines through the rest. For the first time you've let me see your true heart and I'm glad, it gives me relief because I've always felt it there. I would like to help you get in to a state of life where you can enjoy that kind of leisure and use your creative self. I don't mean to come across as chastising or anything, I just see so much potential and it is sad to think you might want to use it for nothing but violence. I think that in many ways you've been forced in to the violence though, so I get it. I believe you. I don't think you want to live a violent life if you don't have to.
As for this generation, yeah, y'know, I have noticed it too. Not just gangs but in general so many kids with nothing to live for but the day to day rush. I think there's just so little purpose built in to the system that it pretty much breeds nihilism now.
To be honest? I think your best approach would be to pit your enemies against eachother rather than to do the dirty work yourself. (All is fair in love and war, right?) Sun Tzu - "If you are few, convince them you are many, if you are many, convince them you are few." I'm a tactician by nature, and military strategy is one of my oldest passions.
Secondly, I have certain talents and a knack for dispelling curses and repairing the etheric body. Here's the deal though, if I help you, once the smoke and dust has settled I want you to find that life of peace. Maybe even one day we can make a video game together cause I'm also in to that and I'm always looking for good programmers.
I understand that there might be some flash and fire in the process of freeing yourself from that life, I accept that possibility. That's not the end game though, the goal is to finally be able to settle in your heart, that's my condition. Maybe you will perceive this being no different from the 'psychiatrists' but the fact is I don't care how it impacts me. I care about your finally getting to be at peace in your heart. That is precious to me, not just for you, but for everyone. Ultimately, it's not like I'm going to hold you to anything, I just want to really be clear what my intentions are,
Depends on what kind of "help" you're offering.
Finding "that life of peace" depends largely upon the status of several situations. These aren't peaceful times. Yeah, sure, if I could relax and play with my consciousness and develop myself, I'd like that; there so much goddamn stimuli and opportunity for that in this day and age. But I'll do what I have to do. This is war, and war can be a fun game, too. I have to start off at a serious disadvantage, so I need to start getting serious about things. But everything I need is in my subconscious.
Like I said, I accept that to get to that position it might be through some flames and fire. Sometimes you have to fight to get to peace, I get that.
As for the help, exactly as I said. I will dispel the curses that have been cast on you, I will repair your etheric body to the extent I am able, and if all goes well I can buy you some time before anybody notices you're no longer in their snare. All I ask is that you try to follow your heart, seem fair?
Keep in mind I'm willing to stick my neck out for this, you're still being traced and if I'm not careful I could attract unwanted attention. I'm willing to do this because I see light in your heart. I want to give you a chance even if no one else will.