Law of One or Satan's Harvest?

[Mahakali]

That's quite the story with some interesting characters that I am well aware of. Thanks for sharing. I understand much better where you're coming from.

That being said, I can't say Im in to mindless violence anymore so not sure how to support you on that one. I guess I wish you luck in getting what you want? I mean, feeding a small population of casual killers seems likely hardly a productive use of your talents but I guess you like what you like. I get it, I do, its a path I just chose not to go down. Im sure thats not really your intent but if the reality of modern gangs is going to be escalated violence then its hard to have sympathy for you if you want to perpetuate that. I know you don't care about sympathy though so thats okay.

I want to help you, I do, but I admit, it seems like you just want power for revenge and then to live out your fetishes. That's perfectly okay, but I don't think I can aid you if that's the case.

I wasn't even just talking about gangs as much as this whole generation. I don't think the world has seen kids like this before.

As far as violence goes... you know, man, if I had a choice, I'd be sitting at a desk drinking a cup of coffee, smoking a fat bowl, and writing and programming computer games. My real desire is to learn and create.

My friends and family members are getting raped and kidnapped and murdered. I'm getting pushed around by thugs who think I'm an easy target because the system wants to keep me in Azkaban over crimes I didn't commit and what they theorize I may or may not do and take away my ability to defend myself.

The system is a bureaucracy. 4th density psychiatrists and police officers aren't any different than the 3rd density ones. "Well, this is really going to reflect on me badly if he does something, so let's keep him on meds and astral restraints forever," is how the doctors think, and the pigs are just as closed-minded, easily-manipulated, brutish, power-abusing, complete-lack-of-compassion-or-rudimentary-critical-thought pieces of s*** they were in third density, and often worse.

Even the enslavers who fashion themselves as compassionate are still just that - their idea of "compassion" being to keep me on a leash, think of me as a dog, and make me perform tricks for them while throwing me an occasional treat while having me neutered to make me more docile.

Both sides have tortured me mercilessly.

I want my magick. I want freedom. I'll have both.

So you tell me... what are my options here? Good ones?

I only know of one. You give me a way out that isn't violence, and I'll take it.

If I play by the rules, the way I see it, I have no chance at all. If I'm smart enough and violent enough to carve out my own section, I might just make it.

The aforementioned groups aren't fucking around. I might not be able to outright win against them, but I'll bet I could at least take a spot for myself and hold it.