(10-09-2017, 07:30 PM)Night Owl Wrote: What makes you think I don't believe you? This is not my point at all. My excuses if I sound like I challenge your experiences but it is not at all what I am trying to do. My point is that you seem bothered by the activities of control of other entities. I'm trying, maybe very inadequately to help you understand that entities who seek control, seek other entities who also seek control to gain power over them. If you release your need for control, then they have no use for you. If they have no use for you, it should not bother you so much.
I do not disagree with anything which have been said here, I'm more worried about the focus. The purpose of my intervention is mostly that you are calling for help. I feel a lot of pain from you, and I am quite sensible to pain myself. The vibe I get from you is that you do not like how you feel. So I am merely trying to help you shift.
Understand that the control issues I am talking about can be very subtle. But yet you claim that you hold demonic control over yourself so why would you say I don't know what I'm talking about, I am targeting exactly what you are talking about. I didn't say they fly just over your home, but you seem preoccupied that they fly over yours aren't you? The reason they fly over your home or any home and the reason you are preoccupied with it are two different things. At least consider what I say a little bit before just throwing it at the garbage. Maybe the reason I say some of these things are not as apparent as you believe yet. I am far from just hanging out of boredom. If you would just consider them for a little while you may find out why. Your well being is more important to me than desvribing precisely how they control people because no matter which way, they will find a way. And they have already so many we're actually missing the point by just targeting one or two.
Night Owl, I understand where you're coming from a little better now. It's not always easy getting your point across in just a few sentences so thanks for clarifying. Sorry if I took it the wrong way. But I believe that it goes both ways so allow me to address some of your statements. First of all, I can assure you that I don't 'seek' control from anything or anyone. Quite the contrary. I'm use to being in control, especially over my body, my affairs, my goals, my plans, and oh, did I say my body? See I'm not exactly sure what comes to mind when I express my pain and discontent about entities that exert some level of control over me. But believe me, they do have limited control over my body which would be disturbing to anyone.
The reason for the preoccupation of a helicopter or two flying over your home is because you don't know exactly what they are doing. Are they beaming something down in me? Are they opening a portal to allow these entities to come through and possess me? This is were you truly feel powerless. I mean, what do you do? Would you grab a rifle and start shooting at it? That's not something I would do. It would only get you landed in jail or the looney bin.
It's very difficult separating perceived control and actual control from these 'external' sources especially when you know that it is beyond your ability to control IT. Internal control is even worse. No matter how strong you are and in control you try to be, you know that something else is there that can exert certain control over you at will. Not your will, but it's will.