10-09-2017, 01:03 AM
Dante, I don't believe it's a matter of mental illness as much as a matter of mind over matter...Or in this case, mind over spirit.
I think you should notice when you're being manipulated and override it in mind.
I also wouldn't subscribe to any system, I personally just take what seems actual or as I say: True And Real, and just run with it. I do not believe in demons, only spirits. I don't even believe in most magic. Hell, I call science magic.
I understand the concept of STO people of a high caliber attracting dark attention. I even think in some ways the 5D entity in the Ra Material was an entity belonging to Ra.
I however question the validity of it all. I suggest you should question it all too. Re-examine what you believe so doubtlessly to be true.
Also, and I thought of this in regards to Carla's situation, but have you ever thought of just taking a break from being of service to others? If it has given you such torment, why do you persist??
What is the drive to do so endlessly to death? You're human man. Grab some lemonade, sit back, read a good book, I recommend Hatchet. Take a break, tell the stuff messing with you to go play in traffic because you're not bothering with it's insanity for now.
Waste their time, if you've done as much sto work as you say then you've polarized enough to merit a break.
I suggest you take the universe's suggestions to (temporarily) cease and desist and just enjoy yourself!
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Just saw your new post. I think it's curious that you believe a divine dark entity is focusing on you but not a divine good entity.
Note that word, Believe, you believe in a lack of light overlooking you. Would this belief not be empowering to darkness?
Note also your belief in omnipotence.
I do not believe in omnipotence. I believe in omniscience. Omnipresence. Many omni's, but not potency. Omnipotence is a fun illusion for the creative being to play with. I am omnipotent, especially as an artist, a writer, a dungeon master, an author. I am not omnipotent as a physical being and I promise you no other being is either. They are stories for fear and control, omnipotence is a fantasy.
Darkness is of its self the greatest fantasy, our collective human fascination with violence and horror and conflict in purely fiction is a potential proof of this. We are fascinated with what is not.
Consider this, scientifically there is no such thing as 'darkness', there is only a less intensity of light.
So next time your faced with 'darkness' and 'negativity', there is hidden Light and positivity to be observed.
For all the dark forces do to conceal themselves, they are actually trying to hide from themselves their own light. We are all mirrors. Darkness, in a mirror, sees light.
Hence their propensity to concealment.
Humans are no different, where we realize our evil we try to rectify it with good to points of being irrational. Hitler thought he was doing good.
Don't play with delusions of darkness. It's a rabbit hole of the shadow self into places unimaginable but awaiting to be imagined, the dark potential real but still not real.
It's weird how it all goes... And it relies solely on your focus.
Focus on this gestalts true nature, it's light, don't play the game of darkness it clouds itself within like the freshly aware Demiurge found itself shrouded from all others and seemed it's self the only divine.
Don't play those games. Don't believe in them.
There's a better way, and I hope that you find it. Focus on The Truth.
I think you should notice when you're being manipulated and override it in mind.
I also wouldn't subscribe to any system, I personally just take what seems actual or as I say: True And Real, and just run with it. I do not believe in demons, only spirits. I don't even believe in most magic. Hell, I call science magic.
I understand the concept of STO people of a high caliber attracting dark attention. I even think in some ways the 5D entity in the Ra Material was an entity belonging to Ra.
I however question the validity of it all. I suggest you should question it all too. Re-examine what you believe so doubtlessly to be true.
Also, and I thought of this in regards to Carla's situation, but have you ever thought of just taking a break from being of service to others? If it has given you such torment, why do you persist??
What is the drive to do so endlessly to death? You're human man. Grab some lemonade, sit back, read a good book, I recommend Hatchet. Take a break, tell the stuff messing with you to go play in traffic because you're not bothering with it's insanity for now.
Waste their time, if you've done as much sto work as you say then you've polarized enough to merit a break.
I suggest you take the universe's suggestions to (temporarily) cease and desist and just enjoy yourself!
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Just saw your new post. I think it's curious that you believe a divine dark entity is focusing on you but not a divine good entity.
Note that word, Believe, you believe in a lack of light overlooking you. Would this belief not be empowering to darkness?
Note also your belief in omnipotence.
I do not believe in omnipotence. I believe in omniscience. Omnipresence. Many omni's, but not potency. Omnipotence is a fun illusion for the creative being to play with. I am omnipotent, especially as an artist, a writer, a dungeon master, an author. I am not omnipotent as a physical being and I promise you no other being is either. They are stories for fear and control, omnipotence is a fantasy.
Darkness is of its self the greatest fantasy, our collective human fascination with violence and horror and conflict in purely fiction is a potential proof of this. We are fascinated with what is not.
Consider this, scientifically there is no such thing as 'darkness', there is only a less intensity of light.
So next time your faced with 'darkness' and 'negativity', there is hidden Light and positivity to be observed.
For all the dark forces do to conceal themselves, they are actually trying to hide from themselves their own light. We are all mirrors. Darkness, in a mirror, sees light.
Hence their propensity to concealment.
Humans are no different, where we realize our evil we try to rectify it with good to points of being irrational. Hitler thought he was doing good.
Don't play with delusions of darkness. It's a rabbit hole of the shadow self into places unimaginable but awaiting to be imagined, the dark potential real but still not real.
It's weird how it all goes... And it relies solely on your focus.
Focus on this gestalts true nature, it's light, don't play the game of darkness it clouds itself within like the freshly aware Demiurge found itself shrouded from all others and seemed it's self the only divine.
Don't play those games. Don't believe in them.
There's a better way, and I hope that you find it. Focus on The Truth.