10-09-2017, 12:51 AM
Posting to say (again) that I do not discount "possession" or "active negative entities".
The reason I brought up possible psychosis/schizophrenia is because I have never experienced a conversation where a person continues to insist they have no power to change or free themselves, when receiving so much helpful feedback and information; when their situation is REAL (rather than psychosis).
From your further explanation I see your state more clearly so wouldn't now ask about mental health if you'd explained to that extent early on - however - this still comes down to your WILL.
REFUSE to accept what is being offered. (Close your 'hand'. The offering falls.)
If this is occurring on (real) psychic grounds you must overpower it on those terms - either through 'emptiness focus' or through becoming 'strongest' - how? by asserting you are strongest and holding to that TRUTH - every time I faltered I saw that faltering for the illusion it is - because if you align with Love/Light you simply ARE "strongest".
If you don't believe that basic metaphysical TRUTH - then you won't have that tool.
- this is a 'game' in perception
it is about belief
I'm reminded of Gandalf: You shall not pass
Metaphysically, it's hard to describe what I mean - but, spiritual strength literally comes down to - believe it - and so it IS.
(yes yes - easier said than done!!)
I've been working to strengthen mine for 40 years... main reason why I didn't allow myself to 'call out' to; or (extensively) read; anything that was fear based or fatalistic or disempowering because I knew my mind would then allow that energy into my life.
(NB: I'm not meaning that to sound critical of those who do - but this is what I meant about psychic 'hygiene' earlier.)
This must be serving you/your growth in some way - or it wouldn't be happening
I also want to say that from your posts it's clear that over 14 years you have embroiled yourself in this topic
- it's shown in all your links/references/figureheads/authors etc
- so how can you discern to what extent that's influenced your experiences?
I don't accept that the possession occurred pretty much in the first year - into a mind that knew nothing about metaphysics - and then you went and read all the 'information' that confirmed it.
I also want to say how noticeable it is that you argue so strongly for the strength and totality of your ongoing disempowerment
- and this is a crucial aspect of it!
Also - I want to say that I don't think the state of ONE -beyond polarity/duality- is 'neutral' (in that it allows evil or contains evil/negativity) it is a state of Wisdom/Light (that to me feels like Love) - so this is my knowing that I inform myself with in regard to any negative entity/energy.
This is why I said earlier that there is *Light* or *absence of Light* - that is ALL
this is what I use to inform my spiritual protection
and with respect - the psychic contamination available from most of content in the links you have shared is significant.
"Argue for your limitations - and sure enough - they're yours." ~ Richard Bach
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." ~ Frank Herbert
The reason I brought up possible psychosis/schizophrenia is because I have never experienced a conversation where a person continues to insist they have no power to change or free themselves, when receiving so much helpful feedback and information; when their situation is REAL (rather than psychosis).
From your further explanation I see your state more clearly so wouldn't now ask about mental health if you'd explained to that extent early on - however - this still comes down to your WILL.
REFUSE to accept what is being offered. (Close your 'hand'. The offering falls.)
If this is occurring on (real) psychic grounds you must overpower it on those terms - either through 'emptiness focus' or through becoming 'strongest' - how? by asserting you are strongest and holding to that TRUTH - every time I faltered I saw that faltering for the illusion it is - because if you align with Love/Light you simply ARE "strongest".
If you don't believe that basic metaphysical TRUTH - then you won't have that tool.
- this is a 'game' in perception
it is about belief
I'm reminded of Gandalf: You shall not pass
Metaphysically, it's hard to describe what I mean - but, spiritual strength literally comes down to - believe it - and so it IS.
(yes yes - easier said than done!!)
I've been working to strengthen mine for 40 years... main reason why I didn't allow myself to 'call out' to; or (extensively) read; anything that was fear based or fatalistic or disempowering because I knew my mind would then allow that energy into my life.
(NB: I'm not meaning that to sound critical of those who do - but this is what I meant about psychic 'hygiene' earlier.)
This must be serving you/your growth in some way - or it wouldn't be happening
I also want to say that from your posts it's clear that over 14 years you have embroiled yourself in this topic
- it's shown in all your links/references/figureheads/authors etc
- so how can you discern to what extent that's influenced your experiences?
I don't accept that the possession occurred pretty much in the first year - into a mind that knew nothing about metaphysics - and then you went and read all the 'information' that confirmed it.
I also want to say how noticeable it is that you argue so strongly for the strength and totality of your ongoing disempowerment
- and this is a crucial aspect of it!
Also - I want to say that I don't think the state of ONE -beyond polarity/duality- is 'neutral' (in that it allows evil or contains evil/negativity) it is a state of Wisdom/Light (that to me feels like Love) - so this is my knowing that I inform myself with in regard to any negative entity/energy.
This is why I said earlier that there is *Light* or *absence of Light* - that is ALL
this is what I use to inform my spiritual protection
and with respect - the psychic contamination available from most of content in the links you have shared is significant.
"Argue for your limitations - and sure enough - they're yours." ~ Richard Bach
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." ~ Frank Herbert