(10-05-2017, 03:21 AM)Coordinate_Apotheosis Wrote: Dante, Sigh. His eyes uncovered. Judgment already hewn. --> Great Star Trek quote.
I was trying to say think of your situation and circumstances differently, I shall cease and desist my good sir. I hope you find a solution to your problem that is peaceful and nonviolent. I bid you good journey with your... Godly Demon Possession. Sounds like an intense path to take, dude.
Mahakali, having at least a 20 hour job a week might help a person worry less about how they're going to eat or afford a place to live. At least 20 minutes a day of decent meditation is enough, as for how you spiritually work, whether in real magic or in everyday life or just in small ways, not everyone is going to want to meditate for 4+ hours a day, others are. I find that most do not.
I just feel kind of hurt you called my comment poisonous to be honest. And I will admit I shouldn't have called yours poisonous, there is some merit to the hermit life. I personally can't handle that isolation but in small bursts the idea of getting away from all yellow ray energies of society, work, family and friends, is very appealing, as well as discovering the strength to survive.
But some people just can't do that, man. They're in it for the connections.
So, I'm sorry for getting all cynical at you. I really do hope things get better for you, you seem like you have good intentions.
Maybe some time someone will actually write up an explanation of all the stuff they're freaking out about, that way others can understand their beliefs more succinctly.
Coordinate_Apotheosis, please don't misunderstand me. I believe you mean well. In fact, I find your posts to be very insightful and well thought out. It's just that your analysis and remedy to my particular situation may be misplaced. I think it all boils down to understanding. Allow me to respond to some of your specific replies..
Quote:I am terrified of mainly: Aliens and Demons
Weird right?
Not really. They're actually one and the same. You can throw angels in there also. All one and the same operating at different frequency or dimensional levels.
Quote:The majority point I was going for with you, hoping you'll try it out and report if it helps at all, is to not fight the entity with negative emotions such as desperation to get rid of it, or terror at the loss of control it makes you experience. Even threatening to exorcise it is a challenge that they will wholly welcome because fighting them empowers them.
You'll need to take a Gandhi stance here...
Over the course of 14 years I have done both. I have tried fighting it and I have taken the Gandhi stance. I've found that taking the Gandhi stance actually emboldens it and makes it think that you are accepting it's presence as they begin to exercise more control over you (more implants, chakra manipulation, etc). Fighting it has actually brought some relief. I don't necessarily mean using violence (although that has happened on occasion), but through prayers, mantras, declarations, consent decrees and believe it or not, a superior display of knowledge of the entities, who they are, what they are, etc., helps as well because they see that you have the ability to see beyond the illusion that they want you to buy into.
Quote:The hierarchy is another way you make the enemy bigger than it is. God's are still individual entities ultimately, and they are still subject to 'laws' and 'ways' setup for them to operate through and by. You might be a punching bag, or they might just be shoving off stuff on you. Regardless, if you're experiencing something you don't like, you have the Free Will to say 'please stop this'. They don't need to listen, but if you fight they'll have more power to respond than if you peacefully resist.
Here, I just want to echo what Aion said..
I find it kind of baffling that some people seem to be so resistant to the idea that there are ACTIVE negative beings out there and that somehow by saying "I don't want to be infringed' means they won't infringe. That doesn't make any sense. The whole concept of infringement is going around the free will or tricking it. People who think they are infallible and 'too pure' to be affected are the most likely to be mislead in my experience.
Quote:I for the longest time swore I read a passage where Ra said they had their own polarity in 6D or inferred that they did, that to this day I can't find. It's funny you bring it up. It's also funny you view Ra, assuming it's the same 'An Humble Messenger of the Law of One' Ra in the way you do. I would call their being definitely Godly. I would also take up a boxing match with such a God, if I knew it had something to teach me, and that it wasn't going to enslave me if I lost lol.
The hierarchy is another way you make the enemy bigger than it is...
Not sure about this passage. But gestalt entities like Ra incarnate in 5D, 4D, and 3D, thus, you have a hierarchy which comprises the Cosmic Mind Matrix which the Ra Confederacy is part of. This includes Angels/Aliens/Demons, etc. Also, how long would you want this boxing match to last? A few months? A few years? After 14 years I think you would begin to feel like you're being enslaved. Especially if your life has been substantially downgraded as a result of such an encounter.
Quote:I believe the best way to win a battle against any kind of demonic possession is forgiveness and love, but mostly forgiveness of your self and love of the entity providing you with the lessons it has decided to impart upon you. If you need to invoke some powerful names to try and curve it, I'd suggest you consider the LBRP and it's subsequent stronger forms with a small group.
I believe that being deemed 50% or more STO is what attracted this to me in the first place. This is the point that I think most of you are missing here on this forum. It is not being 'negative' or 'STS' oriented that gets you the demon (negative polarity), it's being deemed highly STO, with lots of love and light that get's some people the demon. I'm going to speak more on this in a follow up post. Oh, and I've mastered LBRP, GBRP, LBRH GBRH and others. In the beginning I would find some minor relief, but as greater forces settle in, it has no effect.
Quote:You seem to believe you are right and everyone else is off or wrong. This might be one mirror aspect of what you're facing, the entity messing with you may even be influencing that of you, and as SMC said, there is always the possibility it is a very real mental disorder, and while she didn't say this part, that mental disorder could be exacerbated by this entity, making it all the much harder for you to convince anyone and even yourself if these things are real or not.
Yes, I firmly believe this. I also believe that some people are using biases based on their own experiences rather than considering what I am saying AND what Ra says regarding the Orion group and their 'varying degrees' of negative polarity. What exactly do you think Ra is speaking about here? I don't think any two polarizations are alike. Some, depending on their perception of your degree of STO, may invoke a demonic possession. I'm not saying this to frighten anyone.
Quote:Further you don't want to take the advice being given to you, and everyone is now looking for you to explain how you're dealing with this and if raising awareness is enough for you, then maybe consider it isn't since you're still so distraught over all of this.
Not all of you. Just those that try to say that this is a mental disorder or schizophrenia. That's what they use to say back in the 40's and 50's until they began to realize that this phenomenon is 'very real.'
Quote:If you keep giving access to your mind through the beliefs you have, it's only going to stay the same, it ultimately comes down to what you do with your mind.
My mind is fine. In fact that's what has kept me from cracking up all these (14) years. I'm not sure if a weaker mind would have faired so well. I'm just as sane and normal as you are. I’ve been given a mental and physical clean bill of health. So, it's not in the 'mind' or the 'body' other than what is caused by the possession. Don’t get me wrong, I have had some EXTREEEEMELY trying times with this thing because they affect you via the implants, which they will not remove.