Law of One or Satan's Harvest?

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

How might I ask will manipulation of the ether change your situation? What might you change in the ethers that will produce the reality you desire?

The ability itself, and the emotional and psychic freedom that come with it, would be the change.

I miss being able to feel deeply and think deeply and read and write and create and enjoy. Without intelligence and creativity, there is no pleasure and no reason to live except to take revenge.

That's the worst of the pain, I think, the lack of soul. They want to beat the soul out of me and/or control it, so that it'll never reach its full potential even in creative pursuits.

Ever since they tried to take it, starting when I was really little, I just got worse and worse. They want to force me into a mold that I won't fit into, and they've damaged me, and I want them to suffer and die for it.

I hate this country and the people who run it. Everything I've ever loved and cherished in my life has been ripped out of my hands by these bastards, turning me into a monster, and then they want to punish me for being what they made me into.

I hate them.

I hate them.

But they must have enemies. There must be a way out. And even if there isn't, there must be a way I can hurt them.

Now I may not be seeing what you see, but maybe I see something you don't. Your soul is quite in tact and your creativity is quite in abundance. The problem? You've convinced yourself that you can't use it until you've 'beaten' them. You can choose to end your side of the war, and it will all come back. Maybe this is wishful thinking or seems too magical, but, well, I'm not here to give you a normal solution.

Your soul is beautiful, my friend and you have but to let it shine. Stop wasting your energy on hating these a******* and use it on shining your beautiful soul unto the world. I assure you, that is a change you will feel better for. You already DO manipulate the ether. The only thing practice or ritual or effort does is free your mind from the ideas that it has that it CAN'T. This isn't me talking out my ass. I have been on the other side of demonic possession, broken free and regained my power. I am you in another form. I can control the ethers, and so can you.

Stop eating all this bullshit you have been fed and start thinking for yourself. That may seem like an incredibly ironic statement. You may hate me for all of this. I don't apologize. You need to hear it. I love you, buddy. Much peace to you.

Let me tell you how I understand this works. They give you a piece of themselves. That is how implants, control, possession, etc all works. They take advantage of qantum entanglement/unity and give you a part of their consciousness so that you identify with it. Are you so certain all your apparent desires are even actually yours? I'm not so sure. You need to free your identity from its constrictions, those are the attachments they use to hold you in place. They feed the parts that are of themselves to strengthen their hold within you. You know what they're not? Love. You can extrapolate from there,

Awaken once again the wings that flow from your back, for you are an angel on Earth, I see you there, you cannot hide from the Eye of Eternity. I am Michael. My place is to awaken the fallen. You are one of the lost angels. Awaken to your true self again and be reborn whilst still living.

You want to hurt them? Stop feeding them your hate. It's a delicious delicacy. Starve them of the malevolence, anger and hatred that they placed over your heart so you will produce their food. They want you to hate them. All the better that you give them your energy and attention. They will gladly take it. So long as you don't think for a second that you would be anything without those things.

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