Law of One or Satan's Harvest?

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Dante, Sigh.  His eyes uncovered.  Judgment already hewn.

I was trying to say think of your situation and circumstances differently, I shall cease and desist my good sir.  I hope you find a solution to your problem that is peaceful and nonviolent.  I bid you good journey with your...  Godly Demon Possession.  Sounds like an intense path to take, dude.

Mahakali, having at least a 20 hour job a week might help a person worry less about how they're going to eat or afford a place to live.  At least 20 minutes a day of decent meditation is enough, as for how you spiritually work, whether in real magic or in everyday life or just in small ways, not everyone is going to want to meditate for 4+ hours a day, others are.  I find that most do not.

I just feel kind of hurt you called my comment poisonous to be honest.  And I will admit I shouldn't have called yours poisonous, there is some merit to the hermit life.  I personally can't handle that isolation but in small bursts the idea of getting away from all yellow ray energies of society, work, family and friends, is very appealing, as well as discovering the strength to survive.
But some people just can't do that, man.  They're in it for the connections.

So, I'm sorry for getting all cynical at you.  I really do hope things get better for you, you seem like you have good intentions.

Maybe some time someone will actually write up an explanation of all the stuff they're freaking out about, that way others can understand their beliefs more succinctly.