Law of One or Satan's Harvest?

[Dante776]

riiiight.....

Then it's time you explain when and how this demonic possession occurred - and what steps you're going to take to remedy the situation you say you're in...

otherwise I'm beginning to wonder if what we have here is a highly 'sophisticated' trolling attempt...

I was going to kill myself -  I couldn't live with the pain any longer...

I stopped allowing family to verbally abuse me - I wrote letters speaking my mind and confronting lies - I cut off people who disrespected me

again I promised myself I would become my best friend - that I would love and support myself and I would be gentle with myself - I would give myself all the things I was wanting from all the shitty abusers and abandoning people who should have done better by me...

and the heartache has gotten even stronger !! I'm now estranged from my whole family! - sister mother father... and my dad is 95.. (he was 40 when I was born)... I'll probably never see him again - and can't go to the funeral because of all the abuse and gaslighting and s*** that's happening... I live alone - no kids - no partner - no job - PTSD clinical depression, physical injuries, fibromyalgia, arthritis, severe disc protrusion in my neck... no job for the last 25 years because of a violent workplace assault that took 10 years to be dealt with in a court case... it's 36 years since I had a complete nervous breakdown at 19... from all the abuse I'd already gone through at that point - and it only got worse and worse...

Sorry, but sounds like you're the one that's experiencing a psychosis or schizophrenia. Perhaps misery is seeking company? Sorry, but I'm not the right company. Mine is more of a "spiritual" phenomenon. Your situation definitely sounds more "mental" and I think anyone reading your posts and my posts can tell the difference. With all that I'm going through, I've never once considered suicide. I can only imagine what you would've done if you walked in my shoes just one day.

riiiight.....

Then it's time you explain when and how this demonic possession occurred - and what steps you're going to take to remedy the situation you say you're in...

Really? Is that really necessary in order for you to believe me? I don't need You to prove to Me how your family abused you, people disrespected you, shitty abusers abused you, and all of the other horrible things that you claim brought you to the brink of suicide, TWICE!! You've relayed "Your Story" and I have no reason to doubt you. This is not a court here. It's just a forum where people are sharing their views and personal experiences. Whether you believe it or not is inconsequential to me. As far as a remedy? I'm doing just as you did when you confronted the "human" demons that were plaguing you... In your own words!

I trust me

I love me

I've got my back

I used to be fucking furious

and I had EVERY right to be

just as you do

Thank you.

You're welcome

It looks like my suggestion about your mental health has hit quite a nerve.

Personally, I thought it could help you to explain that I have PTSD and clinical depression; to share my (as you put it) "Story"; but from this reply you're clearly not comfortable with my courage, and seem to be trying to stigmatise me for trying to help people (if possible) by sharing.

I wrote to you in as respectful and considerate way as possible; acknowledging what you're experiencing - as best as I can ascertain - a new forum member - posting various threads alleging things about Ra which are basic misunderstandings of 'the material'.

In joining the forum and posting thread after thread linking 'harvest' and 'archons' and 'Gnosticism' and 'demon possession' etc; with L/L and The Ra Material; you're being validly queried about your allegations.

The onus is on you Dante776 - not me!

Sure it's not a "court" where you need to "prove" your "demonic possession" - but if you want to continue to go on and on about it - we have the right to ask for specifics if we want. Otherwise this is turning into 'The Boy Who Cried Wolf'.

Thanks for helping me learn much greater discernment - (love/wisdom) - in who to trust with my "Story" and my mental health situation.
It's a very personal and painful thing to try to shame me about; when I have only ever shared it on B4th when members speak of having desperate situations and feelings; to help the person feel less alone and maybe a bit understood.

It seems from this indignant reply that you still associate a lot of stigma with that topic.

No smoke without fire.

I’m sorry, mam but you came at me in a rather hawkish way by telling me that I may be suffering from schizophrenia. When I come back at you with the same fire so to speak, now you’re suddenly a wounded sparrow. My intention was not to hurt you or make you feel vulnerable in any way, but rather to defend my position using some of your examples. So, as the old saying goes, don’t dish it if you can’t take it, or what’s good for the goose is good for the gander! Well, I’m sure you get this. It’s just that I don’t see why you expect us to believe your story while I have to be made out to be some psychopathic liar or troll. What makes you any more of a credible witness than me, or anyone else on this forum for that matter.

Let's not make this personal, because we don't even know each other. And cannot possibly presume that we do based on a few posts that delineate a very narrow aspect of someone's views or experiences which in no way can represent the totality of all there is to know about that person.

As to your question about what I'm doing to deal with this extraordinary experience that I have described on this forum, contrary to what you think, I do consider what others are saying. It's just that most of it is typical "love and light" jargon which I have heard countless times. Every so often someone comes across with a deeper insight and a few pearls of wisdom that I may have not been privy to before.

I will also refer you to an earlier post that I submitted on this forum entitled 'Reclaiming The Christos Body' https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthre...?tid=14862. This has been helpful to me although it is a work in progress. I also find healing with sound and music to be helpful, https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthre...?tid=14829. Hopefully this answers your question.