What is the opposite of guilt?

[JayCee]

Thank you all.
I am going back to the guilt issue, there is another aspect involved. I already told you about aunt and cousin now seeing me as the bad one.
I sometimes see my aunt, she lives not too far away from my place. The other day I saw her from the distance and made sure to take another way home, so not to confront her. She has a way of giving me the evil side eye.
I remember on one of the prayers in church after my mum had died she was sitting right in front of me. She turned around and saw me. I then felt like an amorphous grey cloud of negativity descending down and I knew it was from her, it was her thoughts / hatred towards me. I lifted myself up above this cloud and then it was better.
But it is creepy and I really avoid her. One part of me wishes I would never ever see her again.
On the other hand I am thinking why?
All that is her crap. I haven’t done anything wrong, on the contrary I gave her daughter a chance to work for us.
And aunts behavior is typical of shoot the messenger…
She does not want to see the truth about her daughter and about what happened so instead she hates me for spilling the beans.
But still, I just hope I don’t see her or have to meet her each time I walk close to her house “sighs”
I guess there has to be work done on the issue, forgiveness and acceptance as Glow said, and then maybe one day it won't matter to me anymore if I see her or not and if she gives me the evil eye or not....