If you activate your green-ray too early, how do you repair the damage?

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There were 3 times when I heard in my head him speaking to me. Little short things. I asked an embarrassing question and heard the words "I wouldn't".

I asked everything of the IChing, and got responses saying "I wouldn't" too, and "This is not appropriate".. and yet now I can't even find those answers in the IChing. Weird.

I used to be energy sensitive to the point where I could feel distortion ripples. I could analyze two choices and determine which one produced less distortion. Like whether I should post in a new thread, or make a response to the current thread I was in.

That's kinda cool, was this when you had your higher chakras open before you were ready kinda thing, like it was negatively affecting your life to have this ability?
It reminds me of posts I did when I was exploring parallel realities, and when I was realizing that I saw life from a much broader-wide-lensed perspective, where I could see many, many like 30 or so different perspectives/aspects of a situation and how it could all play out.. "in the same moment", without needing to decipher each one, it was just "all this extra information is available". I still have it but I also have my fear/doubts that lessen it alot and "keep me in my place, keep me in this reality, keep me trying to be the same as everyone around me".  Third Eye Awake Or Expanded Perspective?

I used to be able to feel crystals and how they copied your energy field and amplified it. I have a quartz crystal wrapped so it produces a scalar field that is supposed to amplify thought. I used to use orgonite. But I don't really use tools beyond my pendulum now.

I don't feel the energy of crystals. I have friends that poke fun of me because they don't believe me
I used to use orgonite too.
re: crystal - In what way is it supposed to amplify thought?

I have felt immense love one time while sitting alone on the couch. I was so hypersensitive to it, it made me cry for a minute or so. Since then my heart doesn't open as fully, I believe  to protect me from being emotionally overwhelmed. The love that I will feel in the afterlife will probably be more than I can handle.

Yeah for me I think it's closed for my own protection or by my own subconscious will and self-doubt of "not believing in myself" or something like that. I don't want to "fly too high" or stand out or be over-confident or "too much / too happy" etc, because that will lead to embarrassment and uncomfortableness in others, and yeah. It feels like I'm not giving myself permission to experience an open heart again because everyone around me would be uncomfortable because that is not the density they are experiencing. But when I was in it, it felt like "everyone should be there", that we are this wonderful experience creating experience and we can be this beautiful experience ... except that everyone has been programmed to shut-that-experience down.