If you activate your green-ray too early, how do you repair the damage?

[YinYang]

Once I flipped, an event happened that brought me back down to earth. I wasn't ready for this and I ended up putting myself in a position where I was harmed as a result, I lost all faith in everything, including the Law of One and seeing the creator and especially in my ability to trust myself or my intuition/beliefs. I flipped from positive to negative, from certainty to despair. Traumatized and unable to see a way out.

Do you not think this event left you a little traumatised or shaken, and that it's possible - I'm just throwing ideas around - that you are just still somewhere in the depths of despair (PTSD).

Opening the heart again after it was trampled definitely takes time, but there comes a time when the heaviness starts to lift. It's different for everyone.

I'm reminded of this little passage in the Ra material:

Questioner: Thank you. Can you give me examples of catalytic action to produce learning under each of the following headings from the last session we had… Can you give me an example of the self unmanifested producing learning catalyst?

Ra: I am Ra. We observed your interest in the catalyst of pain. This experience is most common among your entities. The pain may be of the physical complex. More often it is of the mental and emotional complex. In some few cases the pain is spiritual in complex-nature. This creates a potential for learning. The lessons to be learned vary. Almost always these lessons include patience, tolerance, and the ability for the light touch.

Very often the catalyst for emotional pain, whether it be the death of the physical complex of one other-self which is loved or some other seeming loss, will simply result in the opposite, in a bitterness, an impatience, a souring. This is catalyst which has gone awry. In these cases, then, there will be additional catalyst provided to offer the unmanifested self further opportunities for discovering the self as all-sufficient Creator containing all that there is and full of joy.

I wish you all the best in this challenging time.